sometimes i just REALLY want someone to tell me they pay attention to me, or that they Like How i Work or Talk or Sing Or ANYWAY. or just Fucking BE OKAY with me. but there’s always something wrong, and i’m Always Being a Stupid annoying ass bitch looking for attention.
but yeah, i like when Someone Pays Attention to me and Only Me . it Makes Me Feel loved and i have such a Hard Time accepting things and Accepting People and accepting LOVE and fuck, i Just Want A Friend i can Feel comfortable hugging Everyday and Will Tell me that i’m not a complete fuck up . someone In Ohio Who i can spend time with and Be There for and who can Be There for me but i’m ALWAYS feeling like i’m a bother even With Friends far away .
i need to take medication Again But i Hate relying on it and having to Go Up and up Every week Because of How fucking Miserably Lonely i am.
i need to Go To Bed before i cry anymore . sorry if you read this .