THEN I GIVE UP . IF I GIVE UP ON TRYING TO HELP YOU WHEN IT DOESNT WORK WILL IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ? OF COURSE I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOURE TRYING TO INFER WHEN I VENT TO YOU , IM NOT A FUCKING IDIOT . WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO WHEN YOU VENT . JUST IGNORE YOU AND BLOCK YOU ? I TRY BECAUSE I CARE . I CARE ABOUT YOU AND DONT WANT YOU DEAD BECAUSE YOURE ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE I CAN TRUST ANYMORE . BUT YOU FLAT OUT SAID YOU USUALLY DONT WANT TO COME TO ME FIRST BECAUSE I EITHER " WONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOURE SAYING " OR WILL JUST TRY TO HELP AND STARTED THE SENTENCE WITH " I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH BUT ... " ? NO YOU FUCKING DONT . I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE IM SUPPOSED TO DO OTHER THAN HELP , SORRY . AND YOU SAID THAT IF I REFUSE TO GET BETTER THAN WHATS THE POINT OF YOU TRYING ? I REFUSE TO GET BETTER BECAUSE I BELIEVE I CANNOT . BUT I BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN , SO OF COURSE IM GONNA FUCKING TRY . ILL JUST FUCKING IGNORE YOU IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER THEN . WHATEVER .