harumi

don-chan of jiraiblr + airi momoi real gf sideblog . i int from @haruharuharumiii

[possibly--harumi]

this will be my intro post for now until i get motivation to make a new one ..

theme by @ / chippkamuri

my name is harumi , don / don-chan , or angel yeahhhhhhhhhh

genderfae , berrisexual , and fictosexual ( also pillgender )

jirai . i will talk abt sh / sui , etc

not my first acc . i was possibly-harumi b4 this , i got shot. also this is a sideblog i will follow / like from @haruharuharumiii

she/they/xe/💊/he ( he is least pref but still ok )

main fandoms : pepoyo , taiko no tatsujin , madoka magica , danganronpa , bsd , pjsk , x-day 1 / 2 ( this doesnt have a fandom but idgaf i could talk about it all day if you gave me the chance . maybe not all day but yk )

the music i lsiten to the most : lapfox trax ( but mostly just tqbf ) , vocaloid ( mostly pepoyo , wawon , and maretu ) , mitski , machine girl , it really depends on my mood

DNI !!! :

~ airi momoi yumes and those that follow / int with / are friends with any that arent me bc im so cool ( im VERY non sharing sorr )

~ don - chan kins

( thats the 2 main tjings )

~ mami tomoe , caramel choux cookie , yaku ( ppy ) , and tsuriel ( ppy ) yumes

iwc -

~ maki harukawa kins

~ celeste ludenberg yumes

for those 2 you can int just dont bring it up around me .

byf / byi :

~ i am a jirai as stated b4

~ i have diagnosed adhd + depression and i am suspecting bpd . like a lot .

~ i can be mean or dry when im sad but thats kinda normal i feel like

~ please dont mention airi ships around me and tag them so i dont see them bc i have those tags blocked

idk

[possibly--harumi]

idk how many of you are in missouri , but to those that are , stay safe and evacuate if needed :( !!! i really dont know what to say but i hope you all are ok ...

( context im pretty sure its flooding a ton down there and its supposed to get worse )

[possibly--harumi]

ok im better now ! 😁 friend is leaving my house today tho

[possibly--harumi]

i want to tear my flesh open i want to physically break everything i see i need to let it out in some way art isnt helping it looks shitty i have no motivation for music all i can do is sit here and try to hold myself back from harming myself

[literallyherpuppy]

im harumi , my main is @haruharuharumiii . i like and follow from there

my jirai blog is @possibly--harumi , i am most active there . my intro is there , so if you want to know more info about me go there .

my theme is shinde ( pepoyo ) , dividers are by @/chippkamuri my twin ❤️🥹

this is to tlak about someone i love love love very much .

i will not state who she is to avoid getting burned alive because a lot of people i know find the group weird or bad music . if we are close or at least friends ( not just following each other , i need to be comfortable enough with you ) i MIGHT tell you . the only info youre getting is that she is a celebrity and as mentioned before its a group not just solo . dont hurt me for that i genuinely cannot help how i feel for her

i wouldnt say im a yan for her . i would genuinely kill people for her .. i smetimes get those thoughts when im jealous ... and i do harm myself over it ... but its not yan kind of stuff , right ..? 😶 i dunno ... im just gonna tag this as jiraiblr sigh

[dead-daydreamerz]

this might sound fucked up but i find s/h scars on people very attractive.

[bloody------snow]

“oooh are you talking to your boyfrienddddd” no i’m posting about slitting my wrists on tumblr dot com

[sapphiracle]

when my stomach is empty and growling it feels so blissful

[dy1ngang3l]

[dxppleganger]

GENUINELY how it feels when u don't have Spotify premium

[y1x1]

" real jirais wear makeup ! " babygirl i am too mentally ill to even bother with makeup

[possibly--harumi]

tw : self harm / suicide mentions . this is a vent

i finally realized how unhealthy my devotion is to someone that DOESNT EVEN KNOW I EXIST . my entire life revolves around her and only her . i dont want anyone else . i refuse to date anyone else . if i never date or even meet her then i just wont date anyone . or ill kill myself . whenever i do something i think she wouldnt like or wouldnt approve of , i get really sad and sometimes cut myself over it . if i think she would like it or approve of , i get happy . if i do anything weird like cry over something foolish , whether or not she would approve , i feel disgusting and that she would never like me . her initials are carved in to my thigh multiple times , i constantly write her name in my blood . if theres rumors of her dating someone , i get jealous and again , cut myself and sometimes the thing that is cut in to my body is her inital . i get jealous of her friends too . when she doesnt post i get kind of sad because it gives off the same feeling as someone i love not texting me back for a bit when all she is doing is NOT POSTING . i am ashamed of this .

[possibly--harumi]

i wanna make a blog to talk about her but i dunno what to nme it

[possibly--harumi]

Guys help Pls

[your-imaginary-guardian-angel]

angel themed ask game because i want to .. ♡♡♡

🪽 ┆ you’re really cool,,, 🕊️ ┆ online crush,, eek,, 🦢 ┆ i see you as a close friend/moot,, 🪞 ┆ i wish we were closer 🌫️ ┆ i admire you a lot from afar ⭐️ ┆ you’re my idol,, 🌨️ ┆ i dont like you,, 🐑 ┆ i want to be you 🦴 ┆ i get excited when i see you in my notifs/on my dash 🐁 ┆ if you asked me out.. i wouldn’t say no,, 🤍 ┆ you’re my guardian/caretaker ♡♡ 🌠 ┆ you are my angel, and i want to treat you as such 💫 ┆ i want to be worthy of your attention,,

send anyone who reblogs this asks with some/one of these emojis and see their response,, with or without anon if you’re feeling brave ♡

[losertimeboy]

what if ur shoulders are ur body’s eyebrows

[possibly--harumi]

omg i want irl jirai friends so bad

[possibly--harumi]

why is this starting to get more notes

[404ngelpilled]

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[possibly--harumi]

tw : self harm / suicide mentions . this is a vent

i finally realized how unhealthy my devotion is to someone that DOESNT EVEN KNOW I EXIST . my entire life revolves around her and only her . i dont want anyone else . i refuse to date anyone else . if i never date or even meet her then i just wont date anyone . or ill kill myself . whenever i do something i think she wouldnt like or wouldnt approve of , i get really sad and sometimes cut myself over it . if i think she would like it or approve of , i get happy . if i do anything weird like cry over something foolish , whether or not she would approve , i feel disgusting and that she would never like me . her initials are carved in to my thigh multiple times , i constantly write her name in my blood . if theres rumors of her dating someone , i get jealous and again , cut myself and sometimes the thing that is cut in to my body is her inital . i get jealous of her friends too . when she doesnt post i get kind of sad because it gives off the same feeling as someone i love not texting me back for a bit when all she is doing is NOT POSTING . i am ashamed of this .

[possibly--harumi]

i wanna make a blog to talk about her but i dunno what to nme it