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[kumiritoru]

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[rottingpuppycorpse]

STOP CALLINF 700 NET CALS FOR THE WHOLE DAY A BINGE YOU ABSOLUTE BITCH YOURE EATING LESS THAN HALF YOUR REQUIRED DAILY CALS

[jenthebug]

Next step of my weight loss plan: I do not eat sweets. This includes all the good stuff (🥧🧁🍰🍭🍬🍫🍩🍪🥤🧋) but excludes actual holidays.

I’m having a slice of pumpkin pie on thanksgiving if anyone brings one to work, and I’ll stuff my stocking with a few chocolate truffles (like 3, not a whole bag). And if someone brings in any sweets to help us through NYE/Decadence, I will be partaking. That’s 1 day per month, one serving of sweets each of those days.

This also means no more Dutch Bros. Energy drinks. 😭

My doctor appointment to set up a medically supervised weight loss plan is Wednesday. Part of me thinks this will be impossible to do without a GLP-1. Part of me doesn’t want to go there, though. I’m just not sure.

Ideally, I’d like to find a way to weigh 130-140lbs and stay there. I realize this is possibly unrealistic, being on hormone blockers and Abilify. (This may be where the GLP-1 comes in, especially if the Abilify has pushed my A1c up any further)

But if I can just change my diet (said like that’s a small undertaking lol) and exercise habits and get back down to 160 with good blood work? I’d be down with that. My wedding rings would fit, my full wardrobe would be unlocked, and I’d be able to move the way I want.

We’ll see what Dr Primary Care says on Wednesday.

[hashtagmyfood]

wieiad - recovery

☀️ breakfast: vanilla protein overnight oats with blueberries and strawberries

🐛 lunch: barebell protein bar, pb pretzels, goldfish, grapes, blueberries, banana, apple

🌙 dinner: pasta with butter, cheese, and peas

🌈 snacks: chocolate cupcake and six oreos

[dingusmysquingus]

7/15/25

I have always been a small woman.

I weigh ninety-five and dwindling, vanishing, with thin legs and arms that look wasted, smaller than my fourteen-year-old sibling. 

My thinness is not beauty. My thinness should never be fashionable. I cannot lie on my back without pain in my ribs. Even healthy, my stamina paled in comparison to someone at a healthy weight. Women should not be expected to look sick.

I am a woman that is easy to miss. I could once squeeze between crowds, press myself against walls, squirm through six-inch gaps. I could fold myself into wherever I was needed.

Disappear.

My wheelchair does not fold.

It weighs four hundred pounds. Long, wide, tilted back. It cannot be lifted. It has six wheels. My wheelchair cannot fit into conventional cars. I turn heads. For better or worse. A crowd now parts when I come by. My old manual wheelchair got nearly as small as I am, unobtrusive, petite.

I am more disabled now. I need a headrest. I need a reclining wheelchair. I need family members to help me with my daily care. Needing wheelchair accessible vehicles restricts my options.

Yet, I do not fold. Accessibility must come to me. I cannot go up a step. I cannot fold to inaccessibility. The power wheelchair is large and heavy and confronting, and that is what I love about it. I am here. I am disabled. I take up space. I claim my place.

[i6blame6meox61]

Moje wymiary. . . .

talia 65,5 brzuch 66,5 biodra 85 klatka piersiowa 76

ramie 25 przedramię 21 nadgarstek 14

udo 50,5 łydka 35 kostka 22

wzrost 163

wszystko w centymetrach, kończyny mierzone lewe (nie dominant), mierzone na wydechu, rozluźniona, na stojąco, talia w najwęższym, biodra i klatka w najszerszym miejscu, brzuch na wysokości pępka

[xenomayhem]

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