#tw:compulsions

[chappydev]

i've been relapsing into my OCD compulsions again and it fucking sucks. idk why but all my methods aren't working anymore. i know that the last thing i should be doing is indulging the compulsions, it just makes it worse, but i find myself snorting and touching my stomach and checking doors repeatedly, after nearly a year of being more or less clean

just, fuck it sucks