#tw:ocd

[largesunglasses]

My ocd has been really bad lately. My doctor had suggested a therapist but I can't afford that. I'm trying to pay my car off early so I can have extra money to potentially be able to see someone.

[sevenstarsinning]

Any saiyans/humans/other aliens that have adhd/anxiety/other possible nuerodivergent conditions? —how are they effected and how to they cope?

There are a lot of the characters who probably have some type of mental health issue, they’re constantly fighting for the fate of their families or the planet in general. You don’t die several times and not come out with some kind of issue. Here are the one’s I’ve put the most thought into.

ADHD:

Raditz has always struggled with ADHD. Even growing up on planet Vegeta he had trouble focusing on his training which would always end up with Bardock scolding him for not paying attention. Tries to cope by being harder on himself than he should be, ends up feeling ashamed when he fails.

OCD:

Vegeta is always striving to be better. He has the intrusive thoughts about perfection for himself and other things in his life. Training isn’t always a need for be stronger, but sometimes one of his compulsions/obsessions. The gravity chamber serves as a part of his routine he can’t give up. Bulma works hard with him to calm his obsessive thoughts when they’re really bad. 

Anxiety:

Gohan has a lot of anxiety, which is understandable since he witnessed his dad die like twice and was basically raised by a random alien friend of his dad’s. He’s not sure of himself and often feels inadequate in most situations. Possible Imposter Syndrome. Uses grounding techniques to quell the anxiety in public settings, but Videl often has to remind him to challenge anxious thoughts.

Goku mistakes his anxious energy as excitement. When he’s at home with ChiChi and Goten, he often feels the most anxious and on edge. It’s not that he doesn’t want to be with them, but he is genuinely paranoid about something happening while he’s at home and not being able to stop it. His hands tremble and it’s difficult for him to stay steady without focusing his energy into something else, like training and fighting. 

[softjeon]

As the New Year dawns, I hope it is filled with the promises of a brighter tomorrow for all of us. Happy New Year! Thank you for making my dash a wonderful place to stay. 💕

[hornymainseries]

Warning post about @/you-are-not-special99

I'm sorry to make another call out post so soon, but I see this as dire.

Since there is a ten image limit on all tumblr posts I'll be explaining in text what happened, but please DM me for proof of our conversation via DMS.

When I made my discoursir post many did agree with me with some subtle disagreement here and there, but all and all good. Then this person comes around. Saying they're on discoursirs side. Whatever really, I leave it be and there's no activity from him/her for a few days. However just tonight he replied, slapping the label of pedophile on me.

Earlier I saw him/her comment on a nonbinary person's post harassing them about being NB, so I didn't take him all TOO seriously when he came around.

My good pal in the DMS (say if you wanna be tagged Dill) let me know he/she appeared to be a second rate troll who specialized in feed clutter and harassing transmeds and tucutes alike. I kept this in mind the longer me and him/her argued.

If you read the notes on the discoursir post, you'll see I offered to try and see why he/she acted this way, going off of what my friend had said about them not being truly legit. Many a time here I was called a pedophile and had my sexual trauma invalided. Saying I was a liar.

This eventually moved into DMS where he continued to call me a pedophile and invalidate my trauma, telling me I'm a waste of oxygen, telling me to rot in hell, etc etc. When I revealed to him/her eventually that I was 15 (you'll see more context if you ask for proof dw) he began to get mad at me for being a "teenager who thinks I know everything."

Essentially, I'm making this post because while I was only minimally triggered by the accusations of pedophilia (as I have severe POCD) and invalidations of my rape, others may not really handle it as well as I did, since I have thick mental walls. So please be on the lookout for this person and block immediately.

Update 9:34 PM: turns out he or she actually blocked me. If he or she is talking shit about me or anyone supporting me please let me and/or the others know.

[rhettdempsey]

Is that MAIA MITCHELL on campus? Oh no, that’s RHETT ‘RJ’ DEMPSEY. From RALEIGH, NORTH CAROLINA, the TWENTY year old has come to study LITERARY JOURNALISM AND FILM AND MEDIA STUDIES PALEONTOLOGY  . Rumor has it she is PRODUCTIVE and RESERVED, but OBSESSIVE and ANXIOUS, which is why she is known as THE PERFECTIONIST. She resides in BROADVIEW and can’t wait to graduate.

 tw: anxiety and mild case of ocd

But here are some things you need to know about RJ:

Her parents believed that she was supposed to be a boy and when they found out she was a girl, they never changed her name

So RJ’s full name is Rhett Jace Dempsey

She only goes by RJ. However, her parents call her Jacy in order to make her appear more feminine 

Her parents aren’t around a lot due to the work career.

Both of her parents are news reporters for CNN. They have quite the reputation in their field.

They want RJ to follow in their career path, so that’s why she’s a double major in literary journalism and film and media studies.

Although, RJ wants to become a paleontologists. But she’s afraid to tell her parents due to the fear of being disowned.  

RJ was left to fend for herself majority of her life, so she was used to being alone. However, she spend a lot of time with her Nan.

However, last October RJ lost her Nan and that broke her heart.  

RJ is the biggest perfectionists and has been diagnosed with a heavy anxiety disorder.

If she doesn’t have make a good grade on something, it triggers a mental breakdown for her.

She will cry over the fact about not getting an A on a test. 

This is due to the pressure of her parents always wanting her to be the perfect daughter.

RJ is the resident advisor for Broadview . On top of being apart of the Women’s Soccer team, leader of the student newspaper, working a full time job as a server as Fat Boy’s, and a tutor for the library.

RJ was informed that her father had an affair with an unknown female so she has a half sibling somewhere in the world.

During the New Year, RJ finally let her parents know that she wanted to make her own decisions on her career. Needless to say they weren’t too welcoming to the idea, so they disowned her claiming that ‘she needed to get her priorities in check and get a reality check.’

·         So, RJ is currently been working on her anxiety too by making weekly visit with Dr. Howzer at the University Center. 

 Wanted connections

 The Troy to her Chad? The Ryan to her Sharpay? The Jim to her Dwight? The Clary to her Simon? 

This isn’t a necessity for RJ, but this somebody who becomes her ride or die. Like they rely on each other like pb&j. 

I’d like an ex who help RJ through many things and maybe was the person who she though would be her true love.

This would be like a Bonnie and Clyde type of things. Like it’s not good for either or them but it doesn’t matter due to the attraction both of them feel towards one another. 

[chappydev]

i've been relapsing into my OCD compulsions again and it fucking sucks. idk why but all my methods aren't working anymore. i know that the last thing i should be doing is indulging the compulsions, it just makes it worse, but i find myself snorting and touching my stomach and checking doors repeatedly, after nearly a year of being more or less clean

just, fuck it sucks

[ventusnonexpectat]

Today a girl around 5-7 years younger than me came to hug me and sobbed in my arms because when she was about to kill herself years ago out of despair, she found on YouTube an OCD formative video I starred in and she realised that was what she had and could get it treated after...

And it impacted me so much seeing people so moved and touched by the art we collectively created back then and also the one today, but also particularly by whatever performance I've delivered, seeing so many people moved and torn and crying... that I exist and made that? I know I didn't make someone not quit living, it was HER choice to keep fighting, but the power of art and representation is so unvaluable...

I'm not even proud of my acting in those videos because the director had no idea about art and always asked of me to over do it and I had to do what I was told, but if they've been useful and they've helped, they've reached their goal completely and that's enough.

I'm exhausted.

[rosiesanchez]

ROSALINA SANCHEZ ( SHE/HER ) is a FEMALE, TWENTY FIVE year old NAIL TECH who has been living in Moorbrooke for TWO YEARS. They were born on SEPTEMBER TENTH and right now, they are currently residing in MAPLE COURT. It has been said that they look suspiciously like ALEXA DEMIE and if they had to choose a song to describe themselves, they would choose GOOD GIRLS by 5SOS. ( Vee, 23, est, they/them )

TW(S): drugs, OCD, rehab

Rosalina was born on a stormy night on September tenth 1995. Rosie was born to a single mother and never met her father though she heard a lot about him as he was the town's only drug dealer. She led a pretty normal life. Went to school, got good grades, had a loving mother..all the normal things. However, from a young age Rosalina struggled with OCD. She would often find herself repeating simple tasks such as washing her hands over and over numerous times just to make sure she’d done it correctly. One night at a party her “friends” asked her to try some drugs. Rosalina didn’t take her obsessive personality into account when trying these drugs but soon learned she would become addicted. She loved the way the drugs made her feel and even found that they helped with her OCD.

 For a while she was able to hide it from her mother before the secret was finally out. Upon discovering her child was addicted to drugs, Catalina sent her to rehab. It was here that Rosie would finally become clean and live her best life. Needing another high though she decided to take up a hobby. At age seventeen Rosalina began to do nails at her own home. At first she thought she’d never get the hang of it until she became really good at the hobby, posted it on instagram and got numerous requests to do peoples nails. This has been Rosie’s main source of income since then and she works at one of the top nail salons in Moorbooke, Maine.