i hold grudges!!!!!!! and don't forgive or forget.
i can randomly become sarcastic, but only when i'm really comfortable with someone.
i tend to laugh/chuckle/smile awkwardly when i'm feeling embarrassed or uncomfortable or awkward or anything like that.
I get really tough headaches that are a mix between tension headaches and a migraine (when i'm really anxious/overthinking something i have going on for the day) and they cause me to not be able to do anything but sleep (i take it as like, my body forcing me to rest lolli).
lowkey have anger issues (can control them, but i get angry inwards and i barely let it show).
i don't rest until i fulfill what i set my mind to, no matter how long it takes.
i can't control my facial expressions whatsoever... i can be quiet for hours and my face will tell u everything i'm thinking.
i'm pretty fidgety, especially with my hair.
when i'm really comfortable with someone i sometimes randomly playfully poke them/"hit" them (not roughly, just playfully).
Since a really young age, i've had a slouching problem, and i struggle with sitting up-right and i've had back pain.
I struggle with sleeping/i'm a really light sleeper... i guess i could say i have insomnia.
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hobbies/likes: Singing, Acting, Reading, (belly) dancing, analyzing characters, listening to music (mostly pop, dance/disco/r&b and stuff that makes me feel confident)
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dislikes: jealous/envious people, rude/mean people, being abandoned, not having control (of myself/life... not necessarily others), people who are always so negative and are always worrying and causing me to be even more anxious/worried than i already am, people who over-exaggerate a story/something that happened & add untrue details (ESPECIALLY if it's a story about me/involves me)
Marvel Match:
Matt Murdock
Matt is the kind of person who would understand you without needing you to explain every little thing.
You’re quiet, anxious, perceptive, and emotionally intense beneath the surface, and Matt is someone who naturally notices the things other people miss, your nervous habits, your awkward smiles when uncomfortable, the way you hide anger inside yourself instead of exploding outward.
He’d never shame you for your sensitivity or anxiety. If anything, he’d become quietly protective over you because he knows how exhausting it is to carry emotional weight all the time.
Why you work together:
Your intelligence and perceptiveness genuinely impress him
His calm confidence helps ground your anxious thoughts
You both struggle internally but keep pushing forward anyway
He respects your trust issues instead of forcing closeness
Your sarcasm would also catch him off guard in the best way possible once you’re comfortable around him.
The relationship would feel:
late-night talks in dim apartments
him gently rubbing your back during migraines
comfortable silence while reading together
playful pokes from you while he smirks knowingly
He’d love that even though you’re shy, you’re still deeply passionate and determined underneath everything.
The Walking Dead Match:
Glenn Rhee
Glenn is honestly one of the safest and healthiest matches for you emotionally.
You need someone patient, loyal, emotionally intelligent, and genuinely kind, and Glenn is all of those things naturally. He wouldn’t intensify your anxiety; he’d ease it.
Your quieter personality works beautifully with his gentle warmth because he’s the kind of person who makes others feel included without overwhelming them.
Why you fit:
He’d never make you feel “too sensitive”
Your awkwardness would actually be comforting to him
He values honesty and emotional sincerity
He’d understand your fear of abandonment deeply
You holding grudges and struggling with trust would make Glenn extra careful with your feelings because once he commits to someone, he’s incredibly loyal.
The dynamic:
him making you laugh during stressful moments
you overanalyzing situations while he calmly reassures you
soft teasing once you fully trust him
him instinctively pulling you closer when you’re anxious
He’d also absolutely adore your singing voice, even if you were shy about it.
Death Note Match:
L Lawliet
This match is dangerously compatible intellectually.
You and L would connect through observation, analysis, and quiet understanding. He’d immediately notice how expressive your face is despite how quiet you are, and honestly find it fascinating.
Your anxious overthinking and intuitive personality would actually help you keep up with him mentally, which is rare for L.
Why this works:
Both of you are introverted and awkward in different ways
You understand people deeply without needing constant interaction
Your blunt honesty would amuse him
He’d appreciate your persistence and determination
Oddly enough, your playful poking and subtle affection would become one of the few forms of touch he genuinely tolerates comfortably.
The relationship would feel like:
staying awake at ridiculous hours together
quietly judging people together
analyzing movies or people for fun
him absentmindedly sharing sweets with you
L would also trust your intuition more than most people’s logic.
One Piece Match:
Trafalgar D. Water Law
Law is basically your emotional equivalent in pirate form.
He’s reserved, observant, emotionally guarded, intelligent, sarcastic, and secretly caring, exactly the type of person who would understand your quieter emotions without demanding constant openness.
You’d probably bond through mutual dry humor and shared annoyance at loud or dramatic people.
Why he’s your best One Piece match:
He respects independence and personal space
Your trust issues wouldn’t scare him away
He understands emotional walls better than most
Your sensitivity balances his colder exterior
The relationship dynamic:
sarcastic banter as affection
you sitting near him reading while he works
subtle physical affection instead of excessive PDA
him quietly helping during your headaches without making a huge deal about it
Law would also deeply admire your determination. Even if you’re anxious or exhausted, you still keep going, and he respects strength like that more than flashy confidence.
Overall Pattern
Your matches all share a few important traits:
emotionally intelligent without being overwhelming
patient with your anxiety and trust issues
loyal and dependable
calm enough to not drain you emotionally
capable of understanding quiet affection and subtle care
You suit people who see past your nervousness and awkwardness and recognize how deeply thoughtful, observant, and devoted you actually are.
