#twofacekin

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been a while! hope you're doing good, mpc :]

i've been feeling weird about my scar again. i spent a while in the mirror staring at my face, trying to make it do what it did then. i didn't think i'd miss it. one of my friends suggested moisturizing my face the way i did back then, but it didn't do much aside from making me more dysphoric. i miss it despite how inconvenient it was. despite a lot of how it's depicted it was hard to live with! dental issues, drool from the open part of my mouth, eating, sleeping... it was awful. and i miss it.

-- #🔪🫁🪢, two-face

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hello everyone it's me your unfriendly neighborhood two-face here to confirm that i now have TWO coins. that's right. everyone get jealous. one actual silver dollar (that's the kind of coin i have in most depictions) and one replica of my coin that a friend got me for my birthday.

and yes, i do still freak out when i can't find it. i got so anxious because i put it in the wrong pocket yesterday that i tore apart my whole room trying to find it. some things never change.

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hey fellow dc kins. sure are a lot of us around lately huh? how we feeling about the new casting announcements for the batman movie i'll go first i'm feeling bad. sebastian stan? Seriously. For Serious?

i guess maybe this will be good for the twobats community but also god damn. my tag is already borderline unusable from all the misha collins in it for no reason. can i get a break. or a good live action depiction. just once

-- #🔪🫁🪢, your unfriendly neighborhood two-face

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it's good to see you around too, harley. miss ya. wish we could hang out and cause trouble again, those really were the days.

-- #🔪🫁🪢, your unfriendly neighborhood two-face

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still thinking about phantom face sensations. it's more prominent near the lower half of my mouth, i can almost feel my lip wanting to pull down and away from my teeth like it was in my memories. it's a subtle sensation but now that i've noticed it i can't un-notice it, you know?

i've only ever had phantom sensations for my otherkin identity before, never for a fictionkin. it's new. interesting. maybe a little frustrating.

-- #🔪🫁🪢, your unfriendly neighborhood two-face who can now actually *feel* his face and is of two minds about it

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god i miss my partners. i really do. i read a lot of comics these days and while i know we were never canon (dc is absolutely not putting bruce wayne in a bisexual polyamorous relationship with two of his villains), i miss them so much. i'm sick of not being able to talk to them, i'm sick of remembering the ways we interacted and not being able to get back there. neither of them were ever bad about my face, neither of them thought i deserved prison or arkham or whatever else. i want to lay next to them in bed in the early morning again. if i could even see them again... i don't know, i miss them so much. i'm very happy with my partner in my current life, but i think about them all the time.

i don't know. bruce and selina, i hope you're doing well, wherever you are. if you're out there.

-- #🔪🫁🪢, your unfriendly neighborhood two-face who had two very special people in his life

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aaaand of course i have to do this one second. june ask games for two-face now let's go

for lgbt canons, i was bisexual. of course. i was also polyamorous, big wins for me.

this is one thing i do really want to clarify. people think of me as a gambler, especially because i'm "playing" a "chance game" all the time. but i didn't want a specific outcome. i didn't aim for a specific result. the outcome was up to the coin and up to chance, i did what it said. wanting something would be antithetical to the whole deal.

and canon noncanons.... god, this is kind of embarrassing. one of my friend's gotham ocs, a fellow rogue, is a part of my canon. she was a card shark and about riddler's age and a damn good shot and despite us both kind of hating each other i respected her a lot. she was talented at her gig.

--#🔪🫁🪢, and happy pride from your unfriendly neighborhood two-face, everyone.

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and while i'm here, i might as well say more stuff.

i never actually thought i'd miss any part of what happened to me back then. in all my lifetimes i would've dreamed of not having x y or z anymore. but now, in this life? i'm sitting here wishing my hair was half white again, missing the battle scars and muscles i got for reasons i hated.

i guess the grass is always greener? or maybe it just feels weird to be in a body that's not quite what i remember.

-- #🔪🫁🪢 (two-face and leon kennedy for this ask, mpc, thanks much)

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