Send me one of the following for a journal entry from my muse.
✂ - A message my muse wrote after not having written for a while, possibly because they lost the journal or because they have been busy with other things.
Well, it appears I owe my brothers the biggest apology I can muster.
How exactly my journal ended up in the bottom of my locked chest of childhood performance dresses is still a mystery but I am choosing to take on the responsibility of blame.
In absolutely no way will I even consider that any one of my wonderful brothers could have hidden my journal in an impossible location in an attempt to cover up its prolonged absence. Such a scheme is certainly inconceivable.
I will have to be more careful in order to ensure that this WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
But here we are, reunited at last.
Though much has happened since I last had the opportunity to write most of it has not been particularly noteworthy. My lessons continued in their usual fashion. I have to admit I have become a bit bored with most of them. It’s not that I have become apathetic and I understand their importance...it just all seems to be blending together. Is this what Loki meant when he warned me not to get “burnt out”?
A change of pace should do the trick, I hope.
Participating in court is slowly becoming a very distasteful affair.
Darri Iwanson has not ceased in dropping hints that he will soon ask permission to court me. It is as if he expects that I have forgotten his backhanded compliment about how I “bring out the best in men” in his drunken rambling about how “generous” a man would have to be in order to court me despite my “stained childhood”.
He has nothing to offer me in ways of political ties or personal happiness and I will be quite pleased to send him on his way. Mother and I will be going on a ride together later in the week, perhaps I will ask for her advice on weeding out ill-intended suitors.
Oh! I think we may have finally found a weapon that I will actually enjoy using! Weapons master Hafsteinn had me practicing with a staff recently and I much prefer the flow of its movements.
Though there is still the problem of close contact when fighting I’ve found it much easier to apply my other self defense strategies than when I fight with a sword. Once I have a better grasp on the technique he will allow me to train on the spear as well.
I still have no plans to become a warrior but everyone agrees that I have made great progress in being able to defend myself.
Let us hope I am never put in the position of needing to defend you, dear journal. I cannot imagine that would end well for anyone.