#tysthoughts

[the-atrium-of-fools]

You ever talk to someone who’s just straight up deepthroating the capitalism boot?

I’m just so bewildered by someone who can say that people who can’t work are degenerates with a straight face.

-Ty

[eyeofty]

What have I done to contribute to my own pain?

How do I forgive myself and move on?

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Hi

We’re having a bit of a rough time lately.

Schoolwork is piling up and Ty doesn’t deal well with stress. That pulled out someone who is destructive and verbally abusive.

Sorry if we’re not as active, we just need to figure things out.

-Alex and Ty

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Y’know what I love?

When someone just looks soft and cuddly and holdable like I could use them as a pillow and get a good nights sleep for once

-ty

[the-atrium-of-fools]

J was out or at least co-fronting a lot today

I think it’s because they know how best to deal with my brother. He’s obnoxious and an ass but my mother doesn’t see it because he’s her golden boy, so we have to hold our own.

J’s super into alt stuff and did our makeup all punk

It was really cool :)

I don’t think they’re necessarily angry all the time, just very extreme in their emotions

-ty

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Hey! I changed the username and stuff cuz it seemed a bit me-centric and that didn’t seem fair

Just thought I’d let you guys know :)

-ty

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Oh boy, guess there’s someone else in my head

They’re very angry and reactive and their handwriting is barely legible

That’s all I know for now

-ty

[the-atrium-of-fools]

Mmmm today was interesting

My brother is over for the weekend and I don’t know how to interact with him anymore

It’s weird sharing space with someone I don’t really know anymore

Then after everyone went to bed Yellow came out while I was on call with friends. Everyone was either sleeping or muted so I don’t know if people picked up on it.

They put a little entry in our journal and their handwriting is pretty different from mine. It’s nice to have that distinction.

Earlier this morning Alex was hanging around and I had a chance to banter with him. It was nice.

I wonder if the others will pop out soon?

-ty