Oooo could I request some commentary for Last The Night? 😁 The angst in this story is superb 🤌
I knew I loved you for a reason. Literally no one talks about this story. It's just for us 😭💕
Last The Night
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Literally I have no idea how I wrote this LMFAO it was so out of pocket for me. I had just started writing on tumblr for marvel and taking in requests for angst prompts from this list I created.
Cheating/affair fics are tropes I seldom write but with the two prompts I was given, I just couldn't think of a better scenario.
I like to think that in this universe, Wanda is experiencing compulsory heterosexuality. Sure, things with Vision can be great, but they're so on and off and it's because Wanda wants to be with reader but feels so much fear about making things official with them.
It's crazy obvious that Wanda loves them because hello?? She literally ran off from her wedding to go find reader. Homegirl didn't even stop to change from her wedding dress!
The only scene I could really relate to was the dancing scene between Wanda and reader. I once danced with a girl in university at some stupid school hosted halloween party. I had a huge, horrifyingly big crush on her 😭 We shared some general science course and became friends. I never said anything or did anything fruity towards her because she was a really good friend and I didn't wanna make things awkward. Anyways, she started going on tinder dates and then we had this dance while we were drunk and all I could think about was my stomach sinking because she had a pretty good date the day before and her hand was soft and warm and !! yeah LMAO
Hello author! Just dropping by to say I enjoy your art and the way you make me have serious gender envy for all these characters. Dropped some donation to you kofi to help support you for your goals! Hope your day goes well and remember that you deserve to enjoy what you want!
tysm you wonderful being...
Also I get gender envy from my own drawings it's a curse that I can't control
The director's cut on your favorite part or parts of Close to You, if you have the time 😊
my love for you is undying for sending this in <3
Close to You
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so obviously we know the song for this fic is
I can't even remember how I discovered this song but it was on repeat. I'd just gotten out of the roughest breakup I'd ever experience and it'd been 8 months and I was still very down in the dumps.
This song was really calming for me 😭
It's hard to pick favorite parts because this whole thing was emotional for me.
But I really related to this passage:
“I guess…I hated that the sky always seemed to pass by,” Wanda sighs as she closes her eyes. “It was like time was passing by, and I didn’t get the chance to notice it. I’d wake up when it was still dark, and by the time I was done the day, it was dark again.”
This was how I felt during this time. It was like all this time was passing by and I had no control over my day. I was unhappy with everything.
And this passage:
“But as much as I have lost, I’ve always gained something. I’ve lost my parents, and that led to gaining powers. I’ve lost my home country, but I gained a family with the Avengers. I’ve lost Pietro, and I gained Vision. I’ve lost Vis,” Wanda swallows, “And I gained you.”
Because this is true for me too.
Particularly in my breakup, I had gained so many friends by this point, I had a really amazing support system.
I think in the end, I wrote this fic because I was in a dark place and despite the depression I was experiencing with the breakup and other personal things, I just wanted to believe the world was a beautiful place—that one day I, too, will have someone that makes me no longer care how the day passes as long as I'm with them.
Buuuut in the meantime, I am very happy being single as well 😋
You can't tell me what to do! I'm going to gush about Jess and Varrus, and you can't stop me! I love them, I love their dynamic. Running things with you two has been so fun! And Jess is absolutely gorgeous <3
How dare you come into my ask box uninvited when I specifically said-
I kid I kid. Thank you so much for the kind words, it's been fun to have someone to play with again! At least Varrus wasn't pelting YOU with snowballs 😐
List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers. 💕
🍄 I’ve been taking care of my skin lately and it shows, it is so soft
🍄 Bought a bunch of yummy snacks like mochi, chocolate covered almonds and dried mango
🍄 My Kirby controller. I’m currently playing Children of Morta and Tunic
🍄 My favorite artist, Flower Face, released a new album last year and I listen to it a lot, it’s so sad and pretty
🍄 My grandma passed away recently and she loved word finds, there was an unfinished puzzle book on her nightstand and I’m finishing it up for her. There were 2 new ones and I’ll also do those