I am big on dreaming. I keep a dream journal. I analyze my dreams and think about them a lot. I sometimes even try to find hidden messages, that my subconscious brain is trying to send me. All this is supposed to prepare me and teach me how to lucid dream. I have had a few of those in the past, but it wasn’t my hard “training”, but mostly because of pure luck.
After doing a vast research on dreams and lucidity I came across the African Root Dream- a sacred plant of the Xhosa people (whoever they are...) traditionally used to induce vivid and lucid dreams. I got interested, did my research on the side effects and dosage and it seemed to be completely safe and harmless, so I stared the testing phase.
The package arrives. 5 grams of the long-awaited dry root is here.
I open it up. Thought it would be bigger. There are about 10 little sticks, each about 10 cm long. I divide the package into 10 equal dosages of what I think might be 500 grams each and I start scraping the first dosage into powder using scissors. Not a very efficient way to do it, but it works.
I decide to drink the mixture it up with water 1 hour before bedtime (that is around 1 am). It doesn’t taste good or bad. Just water with some dry pieces of wood in it (duh, who hasn’t drunk that before :D). I also shake it in a jar to create some foam, which I also drink. I go to sleep.
I wake few times at night, as I usually do. I scribble down some of the key words of my dreams and so I can write the whole thing up in the morning. There is definitely something going on. I have 4 vivid dreams, one of them lucid. It only lasts a few “dreamy minutes” though. I’m in some kinda city. Suddenly I tell to myself “You must be dreaming”. I get crazy excited. First thing I always do I start or at least try to start flying. I see a nice big breasted girl, behind a fence about 50 meters away from me. And I wake up...
The other dream worth mentioning happens at my grandmas house. I am watching some kind of movie, which is not interesting at all, but my grandma tells me to leave it, because it’s an Oscar movie (so what?!). I do that and suddenly the surroundings change and I’m piloting a huge Boeing 737, trying to land it under a flyover. I miss and the construction starts to pieces like a house of cards. I take a selfie in the middle of all that. Series of selfies, which then transform into that movie effect.
Perhaps that first experience is just a placebo, but I kinda enjoyed it and I definitely got a good nights sleep.
In the evening 1 hour before bed time I repeat the process, only this time I leave the cut root in water for about 2 hours.
I feel disappointing. No lucid dreams. Perhaps I want it too much. I got a good nights sleep and had one really vivid dream, but it didn’t seem any more vivid or unusual than my regular dreams. Similar dream signs appear.
I am with my dad’s friend (whom I haven’t seen since high school and I’m 28 at the moment). I speak with him German (???). I try to explain to him where my parents’ house is, missing some words to explain where it is. He is surprised that my parents don’t own a house, just a flat.
After that the setting changes and I’m taking part in a race. Racing up a hill, but I fail every time I try to run up. At some point after dozen of tries I take my shoes off to get a better grip and I succeed. At the top of the hill I get info that the race is over and nobody was waiting for me to finish. They were kind of surprised that I was there. At the end I’m talking with a boy and it cuts here...
I will repeat the process today. If nothing spectacular happens tonight I will prepare my mixture in the morning and leave in the fridge for the whole day.
...and nothing spectacular happened. Dreams as regular as usually. Perhaps a bit more vivid and memory a bit better, but still it might be just an illusion. I dream about every day stuff, every day life people appear in my dream.
I leave the mixture in the fridge for the whole day to be more potent? I don’t know. Perhaps I’m trying too much.
...well. No dream recall. I changed my sleeping pattern. Had to wake up earlier today. Went to bed quicker too. I know that I had some crazy dreams. I had this feeling after waking multiple times at night, but I didn’t seem motivated enough to memorize them. No lucid dreams though.
Well... I don’t want to today that the root doesn’t work. Perhaps my mindset was not good enough. Perhaps I am in a crazy, unstable life moment right now and it may have impacted the failure of the experiment? Perhaps I should’ve drank the mixture in the morning and not in the evening? There are many unknowns, but overall I am dissappointed and I kinda feel burned out with the lucid dreaming idea. I think I will take a break. I won’t push myself anymore. Perhaps a fresh mindset will change things.