Feb 4, 2017
so far my morning has been bad !!! my mother called me at like 10am, drunk telling me shed fallen over outside and to come get her. the house is covered in mud downstairs and i have no idea what hapened, and shes spent the vast majority of our VERY LITTLE food money on alcohol
im going out soon with some friends, and i really want to get drunk, but i dont think were drinking
#i!!!#fuck#im so hungry but we have no food??#we have some frozen veggies#and two meals (nighttime meals) in the freezer#and nothing edible in the fridge other than a leek ?? and some plastic cheese#and i checked in the cupboards and we have some pasta and some sauce#but ill cook that when i get home i guess#she bought !! fucking alcohol !!#WINE#my god#shes been offered rehab so many fucking times but always refuses!!! why!!!#i just ????? ive had a bad week and now im having a bad day#i just wanna get drunk!! and have a Hug#but i Cant#ufhdjsjsjs#sorry about this#delete later#mothers//#alcohol//#food//#there was also a marsbar in the cupboard which i ate#but that was it!!#im !! fjdjxjsjs#im so fucking stressed
