Jul 13, 2019
Really, REALLY old commission the admin did for a friend...
Ugh, looking at it makes me want to cringe......
Why, oh why did I draw something so bad...?
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Really, REALLY old commission the admin did for a friend...
Ugh, looking at it makes me want to cringe......
Why, oh why did I draw something so bad...?
I love picking up on stuff I didn’t see the first time around as I rewatch RNM but honestly my heart breaks and I start crying whenever I see Isobel and Noah. Like. They had such a great relationship. They loved each other so much. And watching it again knowing what I know now is The Worst.
Well, you know what they say...
It’s not Christmas without a veterinary emergency.
Dear me, where did you put your damn crochet hooks!? WHY ARE WE LIKE THIS!?
HI HELLO I'M BACK AGAIN HAHAHA 😀 god I just want to blog but school probably thinks I don't have a life outside of schoolwork, even when they act like we can still do other stuff. I mean at least they can say directly that they're going to worsen my social life and make me neglect my hobbies, jesus fuck.
Me, a few weeks ago: I'm gonna play all the video games during break that I've been wanting to play!
Me, now: *has done none of that*
Ugh, I hate having heart failure.
It's just such BS. Like, my legs hurt ALL THE TIME, I forget everything within .02 seconds, and staying up late causes my heart to feel like it's being used as a stress ball during someone's panic attack. But you were brushed off during most of the diagnostic period (because what 22-year-old with no risk factors gets heart failure???) so now you feel weird bringing anything up about it potentially getting worse.
I know so many people who have it worse, so I really don't mean this in a "please pity my poor plight!" kind of way. It's more like a "I wish my medical issues could manifest themselves into a personifying form so I can sucker punch them" kind of way.
I want scorched rice and soft tofu stew like, right the fuck now. I have soft tofu in the fridge and I can make the scorched rice but it’s almost 1AM and I’m feeling shameful about my weight gain and constant thoughts on food and eating that I can’t.... I shouldn’t.