first day of year 11, 04/09/20
everything was fine this morning until i got myself sat down on the bus. at the moment masks have to be worn at all times when you are on public transport, but the boys in my year sat right next to each other crowed at the back with no masks on. that annoyed me a bit at first but I forgot by the time the next song came up in my liked songs playlist. we then arrived at school and were told to wait in a line for our maps to be given out for the new one-way system that has been put in place. we then headed to our tutor rooms, I hate to say it but it was actually nice to see miss reed after all of this time. we discussed the changes that would be happening in school then we headed off to assembly. i hated assembly at the best of times but now it's even worse we were all shoved into the hall with no social distancing with people that weren't even in our bubble in the room.
after the traumatic assembly, we had our first break of the day. break times are alright though because every one splits up into their own little groups anyway so i wasn't really affected by that. i saw one of my friends for the first time in months so that was nice we did hug but i don't want to talk about that (we were both wearing masks though).
after break we went back to our tutor groups to we yelled at again about behaviour and social distancing then i had my first history lesson. i was sat at the front with the girl i sat next to in english in year 10 and fun fact i don't like her either. we started our medicine topic again which i quite enjoyed last year so it was alright today. then we had lunch and this is where the day started to go south. i was standing with two of my friends that i hadn’t really spoken to that much over lockdown and then two of the idiot boys came over and started to make fun of my bag. my bag at the moment in a black tote bag with the black lives matter symbol had embroidered by myself into it. the first boy came over and said "i see you and i support you black lives matter" which you may think sounds nice but he said it in such a piss-taking way and i was not having it. i then replied with, "it's not really funny though is it?" and he giggled back, "yes it is" WTF PERSON SAYS THAT ESPECIALLY TO A BLACK PERSON????????? needless to say, he is a rich privileged white boy who is amused by all of the violence and horror that is happening to the ethnic minority at the moment. disgusting behaviour if you ask me. that comment made me realise that not everyone has changed over these past 6 months and it’s only a very few people like myself. personally, i have truly opened my eyes to the world around me and recognised the lack of standards other people have in this world.
anyway moving on from that horrible boy my next lesson was careers where we will learn how to write CVs and apply for college. that was an ok lesson it went so fast though.
after that we had maths, maths is one of my worst subjects purely because i have a bad relationship with my maths teacher. last year he locked me in his office and screamed in my face how bad i was at maths and how im not going to get anywhere in life because I'm at the bottom of the class. i don't think that way of "teaching" should be allowed because of its borderline verbal abuse in my opinion. but anyway, i walked in and my teacher was standing there giving out paper towels to clean our desks and the person in front of me didn't take one so i was a bit confused for a second and my teacher said "come on stop being useless" does this man want me to cry or something? language like this should not be allowed to be used in the classroom in my opinion because its verbal abuse and bullying, in my opinion.
then i had English and i now sit next to my friend's ex-boyfriend who is the worst one for poking fun at people who are slightly different to him and guess what that's me so i better prepare myself for a whole year of bullying and not wanting to go into the lesson.
and this was only the first day. aren't i in for a treat this year. i just want to get my GCSEs and LEAVE AND BE FREE TO BE MYSELF!!!!!!!
