#um. anyways.

[tonia-aaaaa]

"You should carry me next"

[toasteaa]

...........

Jing Yuan stays pressed against your back after he cums. Every time. Too warm, too heavy, like a too familiar blanket that coaxes you back to bed when you really don't want to go to work. But you still have to go to work.

[billiamdoor]

the Texas state bird is some absolute bullshit yall, our state bird is the northern mockingbird and while I have nothing against the northern mockingbird, we share that bird with FOUR OTHER STATES. This is Texas!!! It’s huge!!! You can fit South Korea end to end within state lines with room to spare!!!! We do not have to share a state bird!!!!!!! We have what? Three hundred native species or something insane like that? And WE’RE SHARING THE FUCKING NORTHERN MOCKINGBIRD??? THE GOLDEN CHEEKED WARBLER IS RIGHT THERE!!!!!!! Native species, one of the only ones endemic to Texas, it’s incredibly striking and notably, NOT THE STATE BIRD OF FUCKING FLORIDA. Florida. Are you kidding me. I share a state bird with Florida. Fuck off

[marvybarbie2007]

i think im onto something here

[the-piano]

sniles at you

[enden-k]

hey! i absolute love your art and specially your ocs. i don't know if anyone asked you already and i apologize if you already answered this but i was wondering how did you came up with vika and saran's dynamic? i find them really interesting and appealing to see and i wanted to know your thoughts on how they came to be. sorry if i didn't make much sense, hope you have a good day!

oh its just a dynamic i really enjoy (mutual obsession; intense, extreme, true love to the point of consumption in any way; anything but "normal" (for a lack of better word, i hate this word) love) but dont rlly see bc of ppl either making everything extremely vanilla and pure bc theyre afraid most of the time, or the constant noncon/one persons obsession w another whos scared/doesnt want it in comics and i dont like the one and the other thing

i dont want them to force themselves on the other but i dont want clinically pure romance either. i need them both to be crazy as shit, to be obsessed with other and the other wanting it too

theres also some other stuff i dont really wanna get into. lets just say, im interested in looking into love itself and imagining how it is. its safe and not scary when i study it through art and not irl. bc i think if i (or maybe anyone else whos not uhh. like me) would experience a fraction of sarans or vikas love, i would actually go insane(r) from intensity lol

i kinda like mutual obsession/a level of possessiveness; i like not the cutesy, cozy simmer of affection beneath your skin but the full blown, all consuming love eating you whole; i like the need to be the only thing in your beloveds gaze and mind; i like that intensity of love, it makes you want to crawl inside your beloveds body to fully quench your need to be close them; the need to consume them to keep them as close to you as possible; i dont want power imbalance but both of them on the same level and same intensity of love. i want them both to give and to take. its so hard to put in words and i can only hope i can bring it across w them properly

anw yeah. when i started writing amygdala out, my plan was to make a lovestory like i already said before since i usually dont do lovestories when it comes to original works (i tend to do horror/dark fantasy/comedies); its just, its a lovestory in my way, ultimate love how i perceive it

i love gross or eerie things behind a pretty and/or seductive/erotic layer; the beauty of horror and unusual things and over it all, smth pure and innocent (be it by looks or concept. in this case, its vika and their love)

i think amygdala isnt only a lovestory between saran and vika but also a lovestory in the sense of things i just really love (mutual obsession and deep true love, consumption, ghosts, tentacles im not even joking, horror,....)

tl;dr: man i love octopus

sorry this got so long and i feel like i dissociated somewhere in the middle of it so im sorry if this makes no sense, doesnt answer anything or if im jumping around. literally going insaner than i already am over my own characters here wahh

[bbsidehustle]

this feels. overly personal. to hear

[smileeknows]

im gonna need yall to get cool about a lot of things very quickly

which of my lesser listened to skz songs could u live an ✨eternity✨ without

red lights (not sorry)

chronosaurus (actually rlly sorry)

ice.cream

give me your tmi

WHY?

Voting ended onMay 21, 2024

that’s it. that’s all. i’m really just a lover. and i’m taking that as a compliment @meraarts