Days since drinking: 0
Days since contemplating suicide: 0
Days without insomnia: 0
This ends now. Therapy doesn't help anymore, it makes it worse. I don't know what else there is to do, but you can bet that I'm gonna get my shit together. I need to. I will try and keep this count current so anyone who reads this (probably no one, even though I like to pretend people care) can keep up with my recovery.

















