Feb 23, 2020
“Allah is always seeking you. Every sunset. Every clear blue sky. Each ocean wave. The starry hosts of night. He blankets each new day with the invitation, ‘I am here."
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“Allah is always seeking you. Every sunset. Every clear blue sky. Each ocean wave. The starry hosts of night. He blankets each new day with the invitation, ‘I am here."
Three hours of #puppy #sitting this #sweet #girl has most certainly changed the direction of our lives..,, #uncondtional #love #dogsofinstagram #dog #doodle ##labradoodle ? 💟☮️💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/BonA-6zld_h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=tw1miyy2618o
(via https://open.spotify.com/track/3lCHADWP8ohxnfBiUqAN3o)
“When the sharpest words wanna cut me down I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out I am brave, I am bruised I am who I'm meant to be, this is me Look out 'cause here I come And I'm marching on to the beat I drum I'm not scared to be seen I make no apologies, this is me “
I AM WORTHY OF LOVE! Family might be blood but blood has treated me worse than most of those I have crossed paths with. I still have the hateful email you sent me in 2005, calling me and my sister so many horrible things, glorifying your sister (our mother) YOU DIDNT EVEN LIVE NEAR US! You only knew what you were told, (from my lying mother) and the way you treated my sister as our mother laid there dying.
Your name came on my screen today as a follow request on IG, IT made me sick! I don't care what god you pray to that made you think I would ever want a hateful, cold, vengeful bitch, in my life at any time. YEARS have passed and YET the emotional and mental abuse lingers, I can already hear how in your eyes I have failed and how my son is Autistic because of something I did or some karma payout.
The words FUCK OFF don't even begin to touch the anger I feel today that you had the guts to send that fallow request. I have you and the rest of the family blocked on most platforms.
THIS IS ME!!!!
it took me a long time to love this person. My mothers Death SET ME FREE. I owe you NOTHING! I am damn proud of the person, mother, wife, sister, daughter, and friend I am. I have been taught what REAL unconditional love is and I have given my kids far more support and love than I even knew was possible as a child.
A Gift, No Longer Present
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We both know, this ain't the time to stay but I want you to know, I have forgiven the monster that you become. And if time and GOD allows us to be, maybe I'll be the belle that you hope me to be. and you'll be my favourite monster LSS: tale as old as time, true as it can be.. barely even friends (or maybe you don't even have a true good friends lol), then somebody bend unexpectedly.... beauty and the beast... tune as old as rhyme, bittersweet and strange, finding you can change,learning you were wrong...beauty and the beast.. yung song na yan sa tuwing nkakausap kita, ulit ulit sa utak ko HAHAHA nalala ko kwento ni beauty at ni beast. Lahat ng tao ayaw sakanya pero si belle may nakita hindi nila nakikita. Every time I look at you, I am aware of what they see in you, "a beast" a monster, a man that people will run away from. I am aware. I am aware how monster you become.. But, the way my heart looks at you is so different from the way they look at you from their eyes, my heart looks at you like a child that is longing for a friend, longing for an understanding, looking for love and forgiveness... That da that you admitted everything, it was the day that i can't barely comprehended what i will feel... I was torn between feeling upset and feeling pity in everything that you been through too.. I asked you to leave me alone, and you did, you were begging for forgiveness not begging for me to come back.. and that night that i was alone, it was the night that i really just wanna hug you and tell you, Its okay, I am still here.
Simply somebody.
I want somebody who cares for me, who wants me, somebody who truly loves me.
I need somebody. Somebody who truly knows me, somebody to defeat the demons in me. Somebody who stays by my side, catches me when I fall, never leaves.
I want somebody to cry for me, to fight for me, somebody who would die for me.
Prayer because I am LOST......
I don't know how to feel....I am such a failure. I as in ME. I am far away from you. I don't know what to do with myself. I need to feel your true purpose. I can't seem to get back to who I was in you. I realize that your love, I cannot be worthy of. I give up. I hate the way I am living. I invite you into my life. I give you permission to consume all I am. my heart is yours. I love you. Help me to never stop. I can't get enough of you JESUS.
Our love is unconditional, because it can never be changed.