uni applications came back today and I GOT INTO MY PROGRAM YAYYYYY

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uni applications came back today and I GOT INTO MY PROGRAM YAYYYYY
I have started writing two books that are now well over the 10000 word mark. I have recently started a third book that is currently just under 200 words. I love writing, getting to know my characters, their motivations, what they want, and how they are going to get it.
but the SECOND I HAVE TO WRITE MY PERSONAL STATEMENT I FORGET HOW WORDS WORK
WHO AM I?
WHAT ARE MY MOTIVATIONS?
WHAT DO I WANT?
SOMEBODY HELP ME
IVE LITERALLY WRITTEN THREE WORDS AND IM ALREADY FREAKING OUT
Mostly done with my first uni application 7 dead 263 injured
Where do I apply to uni in order to read tarot in a secret circus that travels around the world?
Tw: a lot of pointless talking and self pity or whatever
Aghhh I’m taking IELTS on July 4th and I’m scared for my life 🥹
The main problem is that my English level is B2 (5.5-6.5) and my application (uni) requirement is 6.5 at least with no less than 5.5 in each section
I’ve already taken a mock exam (somehow managed to get 7.0 overall, and I hate how it had easy listening that I scored 8.0 in, despite usually getting 7 at most)
I also have no idea what to do with part 1 writing, it just always comes out awful 🥹 (I mean you can’t expect me to write something like that in my native language omg)
Social media makes it no better cuz I keep seeing people who scored an 8 on mock and got 5.5 on real one and that makes me question my score even more
Anddd as a cherry on top, my family still expects me to have at least 8, just because in their opinion my English is “good” (that “good” level is something I have since B1 and damn they are so overestimating me)
Ugh I hate it all so much
postponing the kms cuz ya girl got into med school
applying to uni will jinjja makes u wanna crash tf out vro. who thought it was a good idea to like “oh as soon as you’re 18, you are an adult” oh ok
Up to nothing cause my aah is shitting itself remembering there are 13 days between rn and me knowing wether or not I got in my dream uni.