I started my arts award by learning a new practice of music production. A for that allows me to create something from scratch and experiment and discover new ways to make music. Within my local community I learned about the opportunities available to engage with others with the same interest. The sessions I facilitated gave me access to learning about the process needed to present a workshop or session with people. The planning to get the product delivered as best as it can be. Giving me a detailed understanding of how a workshop comes about and the necessary tasks needed to do.
I learned through facilitating how leaders worked within their role in a session. They were good communicators and were able to deliver lessons that were engaging and were easy to understand. And crafted in mind of people growing more established in their understanding of the subject. I want to gain more experience with how to be able to communicate in a way that is best in helping participants learn and understand. I saw that they had a passionate interest in learning themselves and the openness of not appearing as a scholar of the topic but a student appealed to attendees because it led to an energy of discovery and sharing amongst each other. I want to be able to also overcome any issues with maybe not understanding the issue myself if someone is struggling and want to gain experience with problem solving with the participant.
The leaders were also my mentors and so I could explore what I had observed in conversations and talk about the new things and ideas they were learning about. Najia spoke about being passionate about Deep listening from a meditative front and wanting to learn more about other aspects in deep listening as it goes into electronic music. Hannah spoke about the different mediums she learned she could use, different practices of the idea that she had, for a site specific work, how she sees the vacancy of knowledge of one topic to be something that invites curiosity and exploration.. She saw everything as a path in experimenting and finding new ways and forms.
My attendance of UnBamed brought forward the discussion of the term and the categorisation of the minority in mainly creative industries and how that limits the diversity of that industry. The limitations of women in the technical side of music and especially women of colour as it is a topic that affects me and my path in this industry daily. The large aspect of access to spaces where minorities could explore and learn engineering or music production feeds into the lack of representation in the industry.
The music Production courses done by YWMP proved that spaces where people can creatively learn and develop are needed as it fosters confidence in community in an industry where there is little representation of women in music production and this also gives people access to supportive spaces to grow in.
I have overall gained the skill of music making. I know understand how to create a sound piece and have also developed in leading workshops, from my experience facilitating i learned the planning and preparation needed to make a workshop, and learned how to best communicate with others to plan and to participants to make sure they have the best experience, knowing to check in on their progress and giving them the information they will need to come to the sessions. How to ask for their consent in adding them to a group chat to taking pictures of the sessions and how to record all that happens in the sessions.
So my preparation skills have improved a lot and I have a better understanding of how a workshop comes together. I feel more confident at being able to prepare for sessions either one off or multiple. Having experience in the role of being a facilitator I was able to understand what was the role of a leader and could take one the position with a better understanding and made sure to communicate what I needed for my workshop and plan accordingly.
Thinking about my workshop teaching Ableton, My goal was to just introduce the idea of music production to people and to give access to others who may not have ever had the opportunity to try. I hadn’t factored this in until looking at the pictures of the workshop. But not only did the workshop introduce music production software to people who weren’t experienced in music production but I realised that the attendees have been interacting with me as a workshop leader. Idea of a Black woman doing music production may not be the most common idea or something that people envision when they think of what a music producer looked like. Just by doing the session and interacting with them that idea may have changed or has been challenged to thinking of the space and industry being not only for one type of person.
That does make a change in what people believe they can do as well. I have had a tendency to believe that if I don't see someone representing me in a space, from a sports or book club I can join, an industry I want to work in. If I don't see women in that space I then see the space as being designed only for men. If I don't see black people in the space or black women I believe the opportunity is not for me.
So the way is heavily focused on the exploration of what can be created by the individual and to not limit it only to one scope, I learned a lot from the leadership sessions with Tandem about how sharing is something and making something together provides a middle ground for people who may be different, to share in a task and a goal is something that quickly bonds people .
In being a session facilitator I learned so much about creating a good space for a workshop. And how that doesn’t mean a location but a supportive environment with a clear and open attitude to interacting with the participants and offering support. While also being conscious of the structure of time keeping, deadlines and procedure. All of which seem very rigid but I learned that this is the foundation for trust in sessions. With the idea of time keeping, it is keeping to the word and being considerate of others time. To remind the participants of a deadline is to also check in on them and offer to support them if they are having any issues with the sessions. To have a structure that even goes to photo taking is to make sure that the participant is comfortable enough to let me know when they are not comfortable with pictures or they are not comfortable with singing.
To know this as a leader means that the sessions proceed with the participants feeling more comfortable which means they are more confident in getting involved in the sessions.
When seeing diverse representation it also matters I believe to know that as a leader, I am not just only showing what I can do as an artist. But as a teacher I am helping people learn about production to be artists themself or do what they want and to make what they want with the skills they learn.
The workshop for me seemed to be a success as I managed to have people engage with the software and make songs. In the future I will make sure to collect feedback better and maybe that will be better done in a different structured workshop. I also this that I need to gain more knowledge of Ableton as the workshop was built on my understanding of the software and there may be something that i discover can be a tool that would help in learning music production for people who are beginners so I will continue to learn music production so I can be better informed on it as my workshop was only a simple introduction if there was more time in the workshop or it was more structures as to say that people sign up and join for the 2 hours I would have had to have a more formal structure and would have to guide the music making in accordance to the time limit to have the separate songs. But the event was a perfect fit for the workshop as people who were attending were moving from each station wanting to try things out and to make something and so they had that goal coming into my station.