Fathoming some basic mathematics, coming from the golden ratio and thoughts about the split of determinism and probabilism of my A-NEL thesis to random trigonometric functions and the unity helix and euler's identity. Huehuehue I have a weird way of spending my time. ...i finally want to understand calculus, but the crap on the web is mostly not with deep insights and I lack the answers to the ever- persisting question "why". So i have to discover it myself. Maybe some original work by Euler and Newton might help. I already discovered rules of parallels and symmetries in what I have regarded. I am a highly visual learner and imagine everything in these weird functions and diagrams and graphs....
Do you have hints for stuff regarding calculus that made you get the eureka moment in your brain? If you do pleeease tell me the source(s)!
(I enjoy it.) Wish I had bigger paper and a ruler/ trig function ruler right now and a 4 color pen ( i have all these components at home, but I am in the clinic rn D:
I need to write a list of what I will do today when I get back home:
(Doing now because now or never...)
- find rulers, the 4 color pen, find large paper and sticky tape > put that in my backpack
-eventually re-dye my hair glowingly orange today, if the time is left (between all the nerd activities and procrastination ha)
- changing a segment in a piece of jewelry I assembled yesterday (an opal pendant with large holes, adding a large segment clicker around instead of an ugly key ring, and then adding the tiny klein bottle pendant to it.