Dec 22, 2019
unknown fears
DATED: 2017, January
when it rains at night and i’m driving a long way away, there is this moment where i don’t know what is going to happen to me.
due to the wonderful joy of an astigmatism, the way lights hit off the ground, everything goes white for just half a second.
in that moment, i don’t fear, or even hold my breath.
in that moment, i’m calm and at total, complete peace.
half is i have always craved a dance with death; half is i know i have lived my life to the fullest, given each and every moment i’ve had.
