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SHUT UP??! I JUST STARTED WATCHING A BIG CAT EPISODE OF DEADLY 60 (African big cats according to the description) AND IT SHOWS A JAGUAR CLIMBING A TREE WHILE HES SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT LEOPARDS??

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so I’ve been really super BIZZY with my birthday stuff and happenings (happy birthday to me) and i dont have much time right now because I need some SLEEEEEEPPPPPPPYYY TIMEEEEE becornz im gonna be busy bee tomorrow as welly BUT

heres some of my “how I see marauders characters” ive only done four so far eek but yeah ima show them now :]

MARLEEEEEEENE oi lahve her sew mahch (hence i started with her) I think she was very christian/catholic in early years at school and was comphet/internalised homophobiahhhhh and she has a chin line that shes insecure about and her teeth are a little wonky donkey and when she was little her hair was very blond and then it darkened into strawberry blond then into a ginger-brown but she always dyes it so it stays blond and i was torn between a couple of hair styles but I like this one [bonus note though I think she would get a buzz after OWLs]

I did Lilypoo second because I know exactly how i think she looks like and I was torn between “she looks so amazing with hoop earrings” and “but they would be against uniform rules and she wouldnt want to break that” um i dont see lots of people showing her with glasses but I see it and I think she wears reading glasses. Also im seeing this now like “oh snap she looks exactly like MJ” ummm I guess that fits with people who are like ‘james potter spiderman” NO. JAMES POTTER ≠ SPIDERMAN BECAUSE LITERALLY REMUS LUPIN IS RIGHT THERE like maybe JP fits with TonyStarkBioDad AUs but remuuuuuu is perfect for spiderman. Anyhoes ignore my tangent. The corduroy coat is gorgeously fitting and I was torn between wanting to give her curly hair and being in LOVEEEE with this specific hairstyle on her. [side note i just took a breath and realised im yapping too much as usual also fun fact my keyboard is PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF BECAUSE IT HAS STARTED MAKING ME TYPE THE WRONG LETTERS ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND EVERY MOTHERCUNTING TIME I TYPE SPIDERMAN IT MAKES ME WRITE SPUD AND TRIES TO MAKE ME USE THE SHIT BLOODY PO! TAY! TOEE!!!! EMOJI!!!!!! SHUT YOUR FUCKING ARSEHOLE] once ive done all the marauders I want to i will pershats do an out of uniform version these are all in uniform though but ive deided lily str8ens her hair for school

Ladies and gentlethems, Mary Motherfucking MacDonald!! I literally adore her. Anyway idunnoowheretastartwithisbecusilostmatrainothought uhhhh I think she would have cool toned skin but wear a mix of jewellery colours and I thought I gave her a silver necklace but maybe it wasnt an option for this specific one idk and colourful eyeliner but still siren eye cunt serving diva. She’s leaning a little alt with the piercings here I just think they suit her very welly and i have decided that in my humble opinion she is bi BUT OK. She’s kind of biromantic and pansexual if that makes sense because she has a preference for dating women and holds men to way higher standards but she’s like sex positive and believes in casual hookups where she has no interest in dating because she thinks men are terrible in relationships. She still mostly dates dudes though especially until like 6th-7th year because she is very brainwashed into gay is not ok. STRAIGHT IS GREAT EVERYONE!!! WHY IS THERE NO STRAIGHT PRIDE??! I jest I jest.

the last one i did today was pandora and let me tell ya. I am always in 2 minds about her. Somedays im like “hmmm ravenclaw!!” As you can see: i decided Slytherin. This is Pandora Rosier but sometimes I hc that she’s related to Lucius Malfoy and I KNOW THATS A LESS POPULAR OPINION BUT I LIKE IT OK. Also I don’t see Evan with white/blond hair like loads of people show both of them with white hair but in THE JEANIE OCHRE CANON pandora dyes her hair blond because she got a spot of vitiligo that turned her hair white and she was insecure so she dyed it all pale and you know what? It fucking suits her so even when she syarted to be less insecure she kept it. Also she’s wearing a cutie patootie cardigan because I liked the cardigan and I think she’s a cardigan diva through and through. She has winter ones and spring/autumn ones and them these thin ones for summer that idk how to describe but i can feel their vibe and thats enough for me so who cares about you

ok thats all i have for you for now and my phone just died so i’ve been typing away at this for like AN HOURRRRRR (nearly)

I might start yapping about my marauders oc next time. I know ocs arent very popular within the marauders fandom but iiii like to have ocs within fandoms because it helps me to connect with the characters so. Fuck you. Thanks.

Sorry for the chaos. And sorry for talking too much. I dont think I owe you any more apologies so fuck you again.

yours, most unapologetically,

Jeanie Ochre :]

ps: FUCK MY CUNT ITS 1AM ALL FUCKING READY AND I HAVE SOMEONE COMING ROUND TOMORROW (maybe?) AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME BUT I HAVE TO CLEAN MY STUPID BLOODY TOILET SO I HAVE TO BE UP IN TIME TO DO THAT AND IM GONNA BE SO FUCKING TIRED TOMORROW

pps i just had some sort ovvah pandora-spider-woman VISION and idk what it was now maybe like a spidergwen/ghost spider happenation which would be totally radical and now im like “hmm marauders as the spiderpeople from the spiderverse” [read that in a very nasally spanish accent because thats how my brain said it]

okeee byeee

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just found some sort of unfinished poem I wrote when I woke up from a dream 😭😭 this was like 3am so its ok for you to laugh

what makes sense in a dream

makes a senseless reality

to die in your sleep

is a painless vitality

not sure what that dream was but clearly not a happy one lol

yours sleepily,

Jeanie Ochre :]

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Anyone ever just randomly look in the mirror and think

“Oh! Ooh my eyes are so pretty!”

?

Well you should. Your eyes are gorgeous. I love your blue/green/grey/brown/hazel/black/pink/purple/orange/yellow/golden/silver/heterochromial/red/white orbs. They really suit you.

And if you have no eyes… thats beautiful too.

you’re all stunning.

yours prettily,

Jeanie Ochre :]

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i’m not really very into tiktok edits but ive been saving way more recently so I just sorted them into a folder (theres only 18 lol) and most of them are stranger things or spiderman. Tell me why, many months ago, I saved an edit of Samwise to Miyazaki (Paris Paloma)??

don’t get me wrong, I stand by this edit. But back then, I hadnt even SEEN Lord of The Rings. (Well ok that not ENTIRELY TRUE; I had seem half of the third film. Not the first half. Not the last half. A random middle half. And I didnt watch all of it because of my arachnophobia. And I don’t mean to go entirely off topic, but yes I do mean arachnoPHOBIA not a fear of spiders (do you have to be diagnosed with phobias?) because its a whole thing.) In fact, I only just finished watching Lord of the Rings YESTERDAY, so what a craAaaaAaAAAAzy coincidence that I find this forgotten edit TODAY of all days.

All this to say, I firmly stand by my saving of this edit. Is it the best edit I’ve ever seen? No. There’s this incredible edit of Nancy from stranger things and I see sooooo many INSANELY MAGNIFICENT across the spiderverse edits. But I did enjoy watching the edit. Lord of the rings on the other hand…

ok. I DONT REGRET WATCHING LORD OF THE RINGS. Just putting that allll the way out there so no little lotr geeks (said with affection because geeks are good) come around twisting my words. But oh, my lord of the rings, they know how to drag it out, and thats for sure and certain. I had to watch each film in like 4 separate parts because I kept getting so unbelievably bored, and distracted, and I didn’t want to be siphoning my attention halfway onto the films. I know I’m talking too much (fuck you I can talk as much as I want on my own blog) so I might post another one about some of my thoughts while watching.

But the tldr of this possible future post is - I’m glad I watched it, and that’s that box ticked off, but I don’t have plans to watch it again.

yours from my own middle earth fantasy dream world,

Jeanie Ochre :]

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I’m in some public toilets rn that are so incredibly hot right now. I am fairly certain that the heating is on in here? Which is absolutely bonkers for a heatwave.

Despite my concerns for climate change and global warming, it’s actually quite a comfortable temperature for me, who runs cold, and I dont really want to leave. But I will.

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tmi limits

One time i was chatting on a group chat and i said i had to go take a shower. My friend was all like “jeanie ochre thats tmi” how the heck is that too much info. Its not my fault youre imagining me naked or something??

anyway, it made me consider what different people consider to be tmi. Because, for me, saying i was going to have a shower was a way for me to explain why i would stop messaging back for a while, and also a way to force myself away from my phone - but for my friend it was too much.

yours, nice and clean,

Jeanie Ochre :]

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zodiac signs

i think my toxic zodiac trait is that i will literally just make stuff up to explain my personality. For example:

my dad said that i was too impulsive the other day and I was like “im not going to apologise for having a sagittarius rising”. He says I’m too stubborn all the time and I’ll say “well what exactly do you expect from the cancer sun, scorpio moon combination??”. this works best against my dad because he hates star sign stuff

yours,

Jeanie Ochre :]