older brother!yoongi
a/n: I had a texting post about this, but I wanted to make it an actual thing bc i fucking love yoongi
lowkey the absolute so f t est
he’s not super duper public about his love for you
but everyone knows that he adores you
it’s like his love for the boys, but amped up x100
you have his same gummy smile
you and yoongi never really fought when you were younger
he always looked after you and you just followed his lead
you both had a quiet understanding of your boundaries and it was nice
you kept each other company during family gatherings bc none of your family really clicked for you guys besides each other
yoongi took better care of you more than your parents did
he’d wake you up for school after you’d fallen back asleep
when you’d get home late from sports practice or whatever, he always made sure that you had some form of food waiting whether it be toast or ramen or leftovers
after he’s done with the bathroom, he’d knock on your door and say “wash up before going to bed”
he’d always make sure to come to your events even if he’s just watching from the side
he’s your #1 fan and when he debuts, you become his
he never told you about his struggles during training, even when you called him and he visibly looked so exhausted to you
from what little money you earned from your part-time job, you tried to send him some home care packages
you’re such a supportive lil sib, you always send him good luck texts before a comeback or concert or tour or award show
and there’s also the texts in the middle of the night
‘go to sleep idiot, you’re working too hard’
‘why the fuck are you awake it’s 4 am’
‘well why are you awake huh’
‘I’m working, you have no excuse, go to bed’
‘shut up bro, you too’
you’re both sarcastic with each other, but you also know it’s filled with love
first time he revealed you to the public was a tweet
he was getting back at you for sending the most embarrassing baby photo to the boys
and he posts the pic of you wearing goggles and ur swimsuit and ur like 12 or something but you look absolutely stupid and he’s laughing in the background
it had no context at all, it was just a pic of you and then a pic of yoongi laughing
and you were pissED like you hate that picture with all your life and now over 10 million people have seen it and you hate yourself
but he tweets afterwards
“at times when i’m down, I really miss my goofy sib. hopefully I can see em again really soon! but for now, back to work”
and your anger just like fizzled away
and you almost started crying because damn it’s been nearly a year since you saw your brother and you miss him so fucking much??
god im soft
REAL CRUCIAL MOMENT IN YOUR RELATIONSIHP W/ HIM
agust d - the last
you bet your fucking ass that you cried so damn hard listening to that track on his mixtape
your brother was struggling that much and you had no clue???
god you felt like such a shitty younger sibling
usually you’d text him to ask before facetiming
but you just pressed the little video cam button before thinking
he was busy ofc but he still answered
“hey kid, i’m sorta in the middle of something, can i call you back-hold on, why are you crying wtf”
you started apologizing like crazy for not being there for him
for being oblivious to his struggles
literally everything
and then how much you love him and how much he means to you
like you were a mess
yoongi gets so soft though
he excuses himself from whatever he was doing and soothes you
“hey...stop crying you big baby, i’m okay”
“you said you almost killed yourself in your mixtape...i don’t ever want to live in a world without you oppa/hyung...”
yoongi’s heart breaks
“you won’t ever have to lil one, i promise.”
then you tell him how much you love his mixtape and he gets so happy and relieved
he knows ur his biggest fan but like your validation still means so much to him
you two are still sarcastic w each other
but as he spends more time w the boys, he gets softer
which means he’s completely like jelly for you
will literally give into all your wishes
he will always ask to see a picture of holly whenever he texts you
even if it’s completely out of context
you: can u bring me a souvenir from malta?
yoongi: send me a pic of holly
when you start dating, he is the scary big brother
like he’s intimidating oof
will not even try to get to know your s/o
your s/o has to win his approval first before yoongi will even crack jokes w them
has probably threatened all the partners that you’ve ever had
you’re off limits to the boys obviously
which sucks bc you lowkey wanna get into their dms sometimes
but yoongi will smack you in the head every time you try to mention it
he cries at your wedding
you know his cry during the 2016 daesang award speech where he’s wearing the red suit from bst
and he just like sobs into his hand?
that’s how he’ll cry at your wedding
he’s the godfather to your first kid
and he spoils the fuck out of your kids like uncle yoongi??? the fucking best
when his songs talk about home, you’re ofc mentioned and an inspiration uwu
you’re always in his thanks to on his songs, albums, whatever
yoongi tries to show you how cool he is, but fails and you laugh
and he gets bitter
oh i love min yoongi
like i would honestly love him as a brother??
ok the end