Tuesday July 7, 2020 • 24/100 (my little sister made us cold chocolate drink!).
So since we don't have that developed technology to take classes online, we will go back to college after eid aldhaa, they say they are waiting for the gov to give us the green light, im not sure if it's safe to go back, i mean campus isn't even equipped with normal electricity let alone to have good places to be enough for social distancing!. And the dorms, god! a one room has 10 girls stacked up there!
I will try to keep this posts light and carefree, but the situation doesn't look any way better no matter how u keep seeing it from different point of views ugh!.
I finished my notes for 1 subject out of 10, that's nothing compare to what's left i know but im proud of myself for working even through tough times, i mean electricity will be for like 5 hours only, so kudos to for doing that.
I decided to use my journal as a planning and keeping records tool, i know it's not something new. But for me it means that i can finally move beyond that wall, that fear of making any form of planning, all this is related to what i went through during my freshman year.
I never thought i would finish my project and even adapting to it, i no longer sit for an hour looking at my notes not doing anything, i would work even if it's not that perfect, even if i would only work for 15m, so im enjoying this ✨.
Whenever I feel like stopping or quiting, I would remind myself that this era won't happen again, and i will regret wasting this time later, so i need to enjoy it and live it to the fullest! That what kept me going even through dark anxiety episodes :).
🎶MAMACITA - Black Eyed Peas, J Rey Soul, and Ozuna ✨.
