#up thinking

[thebunnynurse]

Societal beauty standards my beloathed

[princess-adronitis]

I warned you

When you wanted me to let you in,

I told you I had some chaos within

I warned you to find yourself a girl that was filled to the brim with normalcy,

so that you could go sip that and forever be

happy.

I warned you that I'm something of a metaphorical orphan , I don't think of home the way others do

But you told me that none of that mattered... and I believed you.

I warned you about my past , and the way lying on my back

had been a buffer and rebellion for the feelings I didnt want to contact.

the break downs, leaving town.

And I asked you what is it you think you'll find

but you said nothing you knew would change your mind

I warned you

of my love.. so intense to the core

I would give my best , I'm the kind who would always love you more

I told you about the therapy , the clouds, the space I take

the healing I do at my own pace

Of course I thought you'd fight for us...Look at the way you begged for my trust!

when I sat there on the edge of that bed, trying my best not to shout... 

It was a punch to find that unlike me, you wouldn't do anything to work it out

Warning⚠ : Person is harder to love than they appear

- Jo Nov/2017 ©

(@metaphoricalwords )

[terryxsi]

Does melatonin just not work when you take regular doses or smth

[mistressaccost]

[leneov09]

I Don’t want hoes bro:( I want my lil baby back:(

[songsinmysketchpad]

#UpThinkingChalenge

[chawriee]

Because the truth is this: How can we have deep and meaningful relationships if we don’t let anyone get too close?

Is this universal FEAR of vulnerability the very reason our relationships tend to be fleeting and meaningless?