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[langstexmachina]

someone tell me about season eight !!

ive got finals and shit so i wont be able to watch it until wednesday and i WANNA KNOW IF ITS GOOD !!

(((also please tag spoilers!! i know once i watch it, everything will be tagged with vld s8 and vld s8 spoilers )))

[langstexmachina]

hey ha...ha

okay so I guess i should start with a sorry (somsthing youve heard from me way too often)

i could give you all of my same bullshit excuses: im going through a depressive period, suicidal thoughts, family issues blah blah blah but you guys dont deserve that.

you guys deserve soooo much more than what im able to actually put out rn.

i love writing for this fandom. i love writing period. but I haven't been able to even though i make promises to you guys. my audience. people i actually give a fuck about.

i cant even tell you how many times im having a break down and i scroll through your guys' comments and conversations ive had with many of you. i cant tell you how human it makes me feel when i feel like anything but.

when i feel like some kind of monster.

so of course i hate it when i make these promises of prompts that i will fufill and challenges that i want to do but i just fucking cant. i can't pull myself out of this fucking slump to do something I love for people i appreciate.

my follower count has dropped since my dissappearance and i cant blame anyone but myself for letting you guys down.

im so, so sorry for not being able to properly commit to anything that i plan to do.

i keep trying to get better, to be better, at the very least, to put good content out for someone out there to relate to. but the content that i make usually comes from a very personal place that i hate to show. its an ugly ass part of me and i feel like im exposing myself whenever i do. but its raw and real no matter how dramatized it may seem.

and i know someone out there benefits from that. benefits from knowing that someone else is feeling the same god damned thing.

and it sucks the most to know that im letting them down like that.

so, im not going to promise to have anything out soon, but god damnit, im going to try my fucking hardest because that's all im good for right now. it may not be today, or tomorrow, or next fucking month, but damnit something will be up. for him. for her. for them. for everyone.

thanks for sticking with me.

- day

[langstexmachina]

happy that we get to see more of lotor being an angsty lil shit

[langstexmachina]

HELLO HI IM FUCKING SHOOK

so we all love lgbt rep in anything but honestly??? the way they did this??? im so fucking happy with what dreamworks has done. it wasnt something that was just thrown in to appease a crowd. it feels thought out and deliberate. im so fucking happy- not bc shance/sheith/ whatever man you ship shiro with suddendly seems more possible, but because shiro is a kind man who worked his ass off at the garrison and was the youngest on the flight to kerberos and now leads the mascot of a universal coilation and heads the defender of the universe and is gay. he is so much more than his sexuality because thats how he was built. you cant watch the entire show and only see shiro as The Queer One. you literally can not seperate that from his sexuality because they have given shiro such a great characterization and story, that HE is impossible to ignore. his sexuality is just the cherry on top.

[langstexmachina]

alrighty!!

so another season of voltron os about to drop and im planning on watching it on sunday bc im going to be off of work so as i watch it, i will most definitely be live postinf so (and heres the important part)

everyhing season 6 related will be tagged with #voltron s6 and #vlds6 spoilers

so there ya go

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also i know my bingo thing hasnt been posted yet and im SORRY it will bs up one day in the near future i just haven't had time with work and traveling and whatnot so yeah sorry and i will kost definitely get to them!

thats it for now fam ! hope you're all getting psyched for this new season to drop!

- day

[langstexmachina]

hi yeah i su*k

hahaha okay so long story short- the thingys arent out yet. i thought id have a LOT more free time but ive been driving a lot and things keep coming up so i havent really had time to sit at my computer and i hate typing on my phone so im setting a new self imposed deadline of tuesday night bc i go back to work wednesday afternoon.

so! ill get home on sunday and i'll have the buried alive one up (that ones already finished, i j need to get to my GOSH DARN COMPUTER anyway i digress) and ill finish the others so yee

[langstexmachina]

yoooo

so i got one thing out haha well you see im on the road all this week and i was bored and i figured id do some writing then i realized that my phone was on 20% so like she died right? well i got to the hotel and grabbed my computer and started typing but im like tired? so i'll continue the rest tomorrow. keep sending me stuff tho! im finishing up the buried alive and im going to fo biting the bullet and seizures tomorrow so yeah

dont hate me i promise i'll get them out bc this is super fun!

- day

[langstexmachina]

yo head's up!

a new fic is about to go live on here! it's already up on my ao3 but i decided to wait until morning to post it on here.

i've j gotta grab my computer and it'll be up! i hope you guys will like it haha

- day