#upsandowns

[restlesscalmness-blog]

Live’s got ups and downs like the ocean waves, nerver ending.

RestlessCalmness

[jluna9603-blog]

Cheers To Myself; after many evictions, sleeping on the stairs or in the back of cars to barely being able to afford a garage or from the trailer park to a basement yet here I am still laughing at life I don’t fear death I don’t fear rock bottom I could loose what little I got tomorrow and be able to shrug it off so don’t take for granted what your parents did or continue to do for you #tbt #tiredofbeingtreatedlikeastepchild #everydaystruggle #growingupintheprojects #meanmuggsandcoldstares #sharingleftovers #crossroads #upsandowns #dontprayformeprayfortheweak #survivalofthefittest

[nuvinoal]

#unafotoyunacancion #upsandowns #madrid #saintétienne In this world of ups and downs In this world of ups and downs In this world of ups and downs In this world of ups and downs https://youtu.be/m7dSlziDF94 (en Madrid, Spain)

[daydreaminglolka]

Dearest  J

I just wanted you to know that the simple way you showed me you still caremade me a little bit feel better. I bought painkillers and vitamins, drink a lot of chamomille tea and try to focus on the good things. I know it will take a lot of patience with myself until I will glow again.

Thank you so much J,

Love you.

[annscb]

Let's just wait until it's over...again

[kaleidoscopeofdreamss]

Today just isn’t my day. I haven’t felt this down in a while and being alone is amplifying these emotions. If only there was a quick fix for this situation, but there isn’t. I love being alone, yet going through all of this on my own is so damn lonely and isolating. All I can do is just keep trying to deal with it the best I can and, for the most part, on most days, I am okay, but it always resurfaces, and I just break down. And as happy as I am most days, I just can't seem to quiet the sadness and calm the pain. There's more pain than anything, harboring inside of me, which in turn causes the sadness. I’m really tired of everything rushing back, all out once, without any warning, and I wish it would subside—I just want to leave already, so I can truly focus on myself, without these distractions, but there's not much I can do, except just try to take it day by day. And all I can do is sleep it off for now I guess. Zzzzz.