#upswing

[artisplatters]

RAMBLE ALERT

this hellhole of a week is such an ironic time to have a manic episode I think this is what it is, maybe it's just a random spike of motivation

anyway woke up at 4, scrolled tiktok for 30 mins, and then my brain says "hey I wanna clean" so I'm just like "???? okay" and put on ST. CHROMA (extended intro) on loop

now my room is almost spotless when it had been a literal garbage dump before (large piles of trash kind of literal), I brushed my teeth for the first time in a few months (gross I know), painted my nails for the first time since I think last autumn/winter (black, debating blue shimmer overcoat), and am about to go make breakfast now that the sun's coming up

this is all happened in the last 1.4 hours

I'm probably gonna crash around noon but y'know i've already done like 100x more today than I usually do in a day Maybe I should've seen this coming when I banged out 3 fully-colored pieces yesterday

nice change of pace after feeling nauseous and dead tired the last few days

[allcatsconstitutethesamefamily]

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Here are collected the best lions I've encountered in my research to date.

[tjandersonart]

☆ WANNA ☆ HAVE ☆ A ☆ GOOD ☆ TIME ☆ FOREVER ☆

[user64290]

Im so high on life from loving my job and enjoying the time I spend with co-workers.

My anxiety warps my thinking but challenging it repeatedly shows me I can have good things/meaningful relationships.

[this-mind-of-mine-ahh]

Another night it takes its toll

I brace the heartache with my skull

I'm such a mess it's laughable

A foolish boy with no control

As it is - upswing

[mudwerks]

(via Not all engineers have degrees....)

a moment of flair

[valentinobaos]

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Recuerdo del 24 de Febrero en el tercer día del festival de Jazz de Algarrobo . registro por @pedaloco👈 (Felipe Pinol) -- #minorblues #piano #solopiano #bass #fenderprecisionbass #heavyswing #cano #solari #gallardo #baos #distrito #festivaldejazzdealgarrobo #distritofebrerotour #artoftrio #valentinobaos #bebop #bop #hardgroove #upswing #distritoescéptico (en Algarrobo, Valparaiso, Chile)

[free4allministries-blog]

Old Poems VII: Transitions of Shadows

I do not recall what brought this poem about, but I think it’s the most blunt I’ve been about expressing how I felt back then. From the looks of it, I was coming up on an upswing. Please to enjoy. 

TRANSITIONS OF SHADOWS

Hurt me, Hate me, 

Beat me, Rape me, 

Shun me, Betray me,

Forget me, Play me,

Cut me, Burn me,

Kill me, Lose me...

Find me, Help me,

Guide me, Console me, 

Protect me, Shield me,

Teach me, Befriend me,

Hear me, Hold me,

Kiss me, Love me.

~fin~

I do hope that whomever reads these old rabbly poems of mine enjoys them .It has been nostalgic and even therapeutic to copy and share them. It gives me a chance to reflect on the past, and in a way, kinda let go of any lingering feelings on it. Maybe they help someone who read them. Maybe it speaks to them somehow, or maybe we all have a larf at my amateur attempts at poetry. However it may be percieved, they are out there now, in the wild world of the internet. Forever. Maybe I look back on these in another decade or so and see where I stand on the matter then. That’ll be fun.