#ur warning

[x0blue]

If you gollow me for art be warned it either:

Happends once ina blue moon

Or

5 drawings in a week

[pigeonfare]

i was BRACING myself to fall in lov with t’challa or nakia or shuri or killmonger OK but NO ONE . NO ONE PREPARED ME FOR M’BAKU

[demial4]

Decided to change my url since my old one hasn’t reflected the fact that I no longer model on the regular. And I haven’t for a while. I still do on occasion, but posting photos of myself is not the focus at all of this tumblr. It’s just my personal one now.

Just saying. There might be nudes sometimes.

[emeships]

to anyone wondering 'are you gonna make pmmm ocs?' the answer is,,,,ofc,,,,,,,,,,yes

[highwatermark]

i feel weird

usually when i feel this alone and broken i sink into being wayyyyyy depressed but this time i dont care? i guess?? instead of emotions it feels like theres just a pressure in m y chest. i feel like i should be really upset and trying to talk to people but i feel truly empty. not a sad empty either where you feel like theres a void to fill just. nothings there. instead i want to care and i want to feel like im sad but theres nothing there

whenever i go and hang out with people i dont feel better i feel alone again. i feel out of the loop but i dont give a shit. its like instead of making crave being around people more its like "yeah this is why i stay inside"

i feel like im pushing people away and theyre grateful im gone