I feel worse today. Again.
Hoping
I can get through an hour long MRI (pelvis with AND without contrast) without claustrophobia panic
Urogyn won't need to do a pelvic exam since I just had one yesterday 😩😣
Urogyn won't need to scope me 😬😣
I can get a surgery ASAP
That's a lot of hoping
Everyone pls 🤞🤞🤞🤞
I will take clonidine again, but honestly it doesn't eliminate the panic completely. I have vistaril and gabapentin on hand, but I haven't taken them in years and am not sure I want to knock myself out *that* much... Gotta love that first gabapentin high though...











