#userindy

[candle]

— snow globes, tara fae

[ID: image reads: “I want an eternity made of glass. the secret to holding something up for so long is to imagine the shards at your feet, the ones that you’ll have to step through to run from your mistakes. I want an eternity made of glass, one which will shatter into a million pieces once I can’t hold it any longer. dropping the snow globe is an easy way out. by running from anything you ask it to chase after. by dropping the glass you’re asking for an ending. closing of a door. locking of a door. this is a place where good taste goes to die. snow globes with entire worlds inside. globe inside a globe. I want an eternity made of glass, mirror facing another mirror facing its reflection and waiting to fall off the wall. a stalemate of sorts. the secret to holding something up for so long is imagining the impact of its fall. the glass shards, the bad luck that comes from a broken mirror. the windows of a home really just point inward. this is a place where good taste goes to die, where the curtains are always shut, so no one can see when the snow globe falls off the shelf or the eternity made of glass hits the floor when you forget how to hold it up.” END ID]

[a-dore]

“ I keep wishing for you, keep shutting up my eyes and looking toward the sky, asking with all my might for you, and yet you do not come. ”

[dvstgatherer]

(ig: midstofdying)

[hstylesnet]

COUNTDOWN TO HARRY STYLES BIRTHDAY

14 DAYS: Harry’s Outfits From His World Tour + Fine Line Tour

[a-dorearchive]

Dancing King 

[sunshinegremlin]

Really proud of my stardew house 🥺

[oops-prow-did-it-again]

I have been awake since 10amish yesterday and that is because last night after sleeping for like idk an hour I woke up with this INCREDIBLE URGE to write, so i spat out a chapter of Black 2 and then i wanted to write m o a r so I started another chapter but then brain was lagging too much to write consistently and I couldn't find a good song to listen to and I need to take care of the dogs and clean up in my grandmother's room (they use puppy pads, they're small dogs and my grandparents hate them going outside), except for that I need the mop except the mop is dirty except to clean it I need to wait 2.5 hours for the water and dryer cycle and o h m y g o d t h e t i m e that will take, but I can't write anymore until that's done for some reason but also also I need a shower except I need music to do that and my phones at 2% so that's gonna take two hours to charge which means I also can't brush my teeth or anything yet because i HAVE to shower beforehand for some reason but wait there's more I need to take the trash out but before I do that I need to take a shower so I can get dressed because I also need to go up to the bank and then before I get back to writing I also need to send in my weekly unemployment except I need to be ready to write to do that and re above where I have to do the everything else first

But also I need things to happen r i g h t n o w or else all the creative energy will leave

@adhd-vibes Aaaaaa v i b r a t i n g is the most accurate way I've ever heard this described as

[candle]

— tara fae

[ID: image reads: “it’s summer, so I’m picturing the trajectory of the imperfect dive,

so I’m diving in & making an impact, splash hits the face

of my best friend, & I pretend I did it on purpose, so they’ll get in the pool

and splash me right back, war of glistening droplets, it’s summer

so it’s war, so it’s hiding under the surface & it’s

wondering how long I can hold my breath before

things start to blur & I start sinking again, & it’s summer so

there’s a sinking feeling as I get out of the pool, like

‘where do I go from here?’ like ‘what’s the point of a perfect dive

if no one witnesses it?’ like ‘am I ever coming back to this moment?’ &

the answer is no but it’s summer so I get out of the pool anyway.” END ID]