Sakusa x Ushijima; Early Morning Love:
‼️SFW‼️
“Do you remember your first love? Not the one you fell in love with immediately, no because those never work out the way you’d hope. I’m talking about the love that makes your stomach turn. The tooth achingly sweet love that has you wanting to scream youre so happy. The love... the love that makes you realize no matter whats happened to you, now that you’re with them everything is okay.
That you’re safe, well taken care of and not in a parent sense, but the sense of a partner. Someone to have and to hold in sickness and in health. My sickness happened to be my OCD and cleaning disorder .. but Wakatoshi helped me through it over the years. I don’t think I could ever forget when I first met him. I was just passing by at a game but our fingers touched.
At first I wanted to throw up from the contact; but as the day went on my fingers and hand tingled. The kind of tingle that makes you look through a crowd for an hour just hoping to catch a glimpse of the one who touched your hand. When I caught his eyes again my cheeks painted red. I smiled under my mask giving the smallest wave before quickly and quietly leaving the gym.
I didn’t get to see him again for quite some time.. my past held me back from it, but luckily he found me again. Yes, it might have been at my lowest point, but he found me. It took even longer after that just to get me to go on a date with him, but god am I glad I did. I lost my virginity to him that day.. outside too. It might not have been my actual virginity; but to me, .. to me it was.”
Sakusa laughed quietly and smiled as he thought back on all my memories turning the video camera off. He leaned back in his seat swirling around to see Ushijima still fast asleep in their bed. The sun light peering in from the curtains touching Ushi’s face and warming his features. That flutter in Sakusa’s chest came back as the butterflies swarmed his stomach.
Slowly getting up from his seat he stretched and walked to the bed. Gently drawing back the comforter and sheets. Slipping into bed and under Ushi’s arm. Pressing his face gently against his neck as he fit in perfect against him. Guiding his finger tips up and down Ushi’s back. Drawing all types of shapes as he lulled himself to seep just for a while longer with him.
“Mm.. Wakatoshi Ushijima, you have bewitched me body and soul and I love, I-“ -yawns- “ I love you.. “ gently, he falls asleep with a grip on ushis shirt so that when his love did awake, he’d stay in his arms.