❗️Welcome to Kuroo Tetsuro’s inner demons.❗️
- Summary -
The thoughts that haunt him and burn holes into his brain as he gets swallowed up by his own worry. Luckily for him, Terushima Yuuji is a good anchor and can settle him down.
Kuroo doesn’t like to admit it.. but when Terushima isn’t around him,he feels sick. Like somethings come over him, a dark aura. Words can’t seem to be formed, his mind goes all staticky. He hates it. Not having him around worries him so much to the point that he sometimes cannot get out of his own head. So it’s moments like tonight that really drive him insane.
Kuroo is asleep in bed with him. Everything is calm and they’re relaxed, but for a moment Teru isn’t there. Kuroo rubbed his eyes and sat up. Looking around the room trying to adjust his eyes to see anything that would indicate as to where he might have gone. That’s when his panic started to slowly creep it’s way up his spine. He sit there in a state almost like paralysis; unable to move or see anything but the horrid vision in front of him.
Maybe he had been left again. Left for someone better, someone that could understand Teru more. It’s understandable, Kuroo’s not the easiest person to get along with. He has arguments, he gets jealous- really jealous sometimes. It would make sense for him to leave, but again.. he said he loved him..
Kuroo shivered and clenched at his stomach. He felt sick, like he was going to chuck what he had eaten for dinner. That was before feeling a shirt on him; Teru’s shirt on him. Looking at the shirt and smelling his scent again he snapped back to reality. He could smell the faint scent of apples and cinnamon, Teru’s shampoo. Hearing the shower running and the light just barely peeking from under the doorway. Sitting there sniffling, he wiped his eyes that had been watering from his horrid thoughts.
Laying back down, he went into a light sleep. It was only once Teru was back in bed, back in his arms and cuddled up to him that he felt safe again. At home again. Teru is his home. He is his everything. Turning in the bed slowly, he trembled a little and buried his face into Teru’s neck. Kissing it softly and sighing.
“I love you Yuuji..” He fell asleep fast after that.
















