#utter defeat

[theybe-kaz]

haha i just read the ask you answered about the kimi fic and i'll be honest... i scrolled past it on ao3 because I didn't think it'd be my thing- but then went back and read the description again and thought it sounded like your writing so decided to give it a go (amazing. excellent. 10/10 and made me feel uncomfortably seen like most of your fics do) so all this to say, yup, you've got a style distinctive enough to be clockable from the description haha

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This is not something I had accounted for when trying to hide on anon.

And the fact that two of you put it together??? I have never felt so damn called out over literally nothing in my life!!

Fuck sakes I thought I was being sneaky 🙃

Putting my sulking aside again—glad to hear it resonated! Not an easy read by design, but it definitely feels like something is different on the other side haha

And update for anyone who hasn’t found it—apparently it’s not that hard to put it together and my ego can take a kick on the way past 🤣

[whats-in-a-sentence]

The defeat they'd sustained was utter.

"Weaveworld" - Clive Barker

[stasisarbiter]

RIP

We got central down to 10 hp but yasen wasn't on our side. We'll get Iowa next time girls, I will annihilate the next event to make up for this one. Stock-colle begins, not even enough resources for a pity LSC. First event I failed that I wanted to win. Didn't get Yuu either. Bright side: May have figured out the marriage candidate.

[irohxtea]

Tfw you yawn and the gum falls out of your mouth

[engulfedinablaze]

It was a late night, a few minutes pass midnight and I was already at my end's wit. I don't know how much longer i'd last before breathing my final breath. Panting and gasping for the air that my lungs cannot grasp. Sweat, drips down my forehead and crashes onto the ground near my shoes. "I think this is the end" I said during the last moments of my life. I looked up as there was no one but only a single kid smirking at me as if I was a lost puppy he wanted to take home. In a matter of seconds my pride was torn and ripped as the kid rose his arms up yelling out in complete satisfaction and glory. All I could do and look down and bathe in utter misery. The only thing that was said in raging passion, fury burning in my eyes. I slam my hands onto the table I was in front of and repeating the words that was muttered several times over, "Again!" But then it was said, the worse thing ever heard that destroyed what was left of my honor, "Again? You no longer have anything to bet. You've already lost all but your boxers" In utter defeat..I look down as tears flood my eyes as I repeat, "I lost...he bested me..in air hockey"

[drugtripglasses]

i'm in the process of completely falling apart

some people got my back and i'm getting help and stuff

but in case i'm hard to get a hold of or don't react to interaction in a timely manner, i apologise

my brain is being a shitface.

[ahotknife]

funny story, one of the dudes in the show had a line that went, "Fires of Mars!" but he could never quite get it and one day he shouted, "Mars...of the fires!" and he was backstage shaking his head in defeat for like twenty minutes and for the rest of the run we didn't let him live that down. this was also the guy that put the buoy costume on and danced with a wooden dolphin for our Harlem Shake. this is why I don't understand men. and now I have to go get ready for rehearsal.

[milky-holmes]

i've been trying to get over the great tomato trauma by eating tomatoes but i just cant do it. the tomatoes have defeated me. i can no longer stomach any more.