one day i will be truly independent and no one will look at me in regards to what i provide them. i will not be paying someone else’s bills or they’re emotional crutch. one day people won’t tear me apart every time i start to grow or change. one day people will just embrace who i am and love me.
i am NOT a commodity, and i am so damn tired with all this emotional and mental manipulation. i refuse to be held hostage in an unhealthy cycle of contempt and blame. this isn’t my fault. this is life. i need space to grow and become a woman. you can’t get mad at me for not being independent or knowing how to self advocate when you consistently throw up roadblocks and drag me through the mud when i try to be self sufficient. at this point, if i have to cut anyone off to take care of myself, i will do so with out regret. without shame. without fear. so don’t tempt me