💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment
Nonverbal RP Starters
“Shut up!” Iruka isn’t sure if she said anything in the first place, though he can feel her hand on his shoulder. It’s not like him to lash out like this, or to tremble underneath her hand the way he is.
Right now they’re in the barracks, inside Iruka’s dingy, standard-issue apartment. He has no need to wear his mask right now, but he reaches for it anyway. One minute, they’re laughing as Iruka unlocks the door, and in the next second he freezes and his breaths come fast and shallow. He doesn’t understand why there’s so much blood, and why nothing he does will make the screaming stop. As soon as the episode starts, it stops. At best, a full thirty seconds has gone by. His breathing starts to normalize. His stance relaxes. Iruka removes his mask, hesitantly returning it to his spot on the counter. He knows Chitose noticed, the whole thing was obvious, even if he can’t completely cobble together a narrative for what just happened. His only hope is that she takes pity on him--or knows when it’s better to keep her mouth shut. Iruka turns back to her cautiously, rubbing at the back of his neck with one hand. “Sorry-- I’m sorry--that was rude of me. Let me grab you those muffins I promised you.”










