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[ask-mateo-manta]

What is wrong with my car bro

Stupid idiot sleeps so weird

I love him so much

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with your car! He’s just a silly sleeper, and I love him too!

[ask-mateo-manta]

I just realized that I run the edge of my blanket over my lips because its soft and feels nice. But like. How does that feel to you?

Is it like a kiss? Is it uncomfortable?

It’s not uncomfortable, don’t worry.

*He rubs the back of his head.*

It feels like tickly ghost kisses. On my hands and arms mostly, and sometimes my legs too.

But as long as it feels nice for you and makes you happy, I’m okay with it!

[ask-mateo-manta]

My friend was struggling to use they/them on me (which he always does), and when I mentioned using he/him instead to make it easier he just looked at me, said it wouldn't, and gestured to me.

And then proceeded to point out "feminine" things about me. (My hair, makeup, apparently clothes, and just me).

That wasn't fun.

…He doesn’t sound like he’s being a good friend at all.

Friends use preferred pronouns. Dios, even enemies would still use preferred pronouns for their nemeses.

And pointing those things out? ¿De verdad? The only thing that counts towards your gender is you. Clothes, makeup, and even hair don’t have gender. They just… are. (Amir told me that, and I think it’s true!)

Sounds like he’s just… un gran idiota.

[ask-mateo-manta]

Someone beat me up and took my gender

So now I'm stealing yours

Also because you're cool and I like how you look so I'm taking inspiration from you

Someone beat you up?!?

Are you okay? Do you need to go see Farya?

[ask-mateo-manta]

…Admittedly, I don’t know what it’s like to have so many depend on me like they do you. But we see you, and we see how you’re struggling. How it’s becoming too much. Maybe it’s time to take a break, Mateo. Just for a bit. You know us, you know we can take care of the inanimals for a while, especially if we all work together. You clearly need a break… I think we all agree it’s your turn to be cared for. And don’t be sorry. All of what you said is perfectly valid and understandable.

- ‘strong’ anon

*There’s a few near-silent moments as Mateo takes deep, albeit shaky, breaths. After a moment, he looks up to the anons- his friends- and nods, accepting the hug (and their help).*

Th-thank you… all of you.

*And though he is not his usual self, this is a step in the right direction. The first step though? A long overdue nap (maybe with some cuddles).*

[ask-mateo-manta]

Can you lay on me for a bit and let me play with your hair?

I want the weight but your hair also seems really soft and fun to play with. I wanna put little braids in it.

Of course! And you’re right, my hair is really soft.

*Mateo carefully lays down on top of you and lets you play with and braid his hair (which is almost like touching a cloud, or a pile of down feathers).*

[ask-mateo-manta]

You did use that right, yes. Good job

You get a kiss. Mwah.

But yeah it's just like me for real

My brain is just for show. I don't have thoughts

I think you’re being a bit harsh on yourself, cariño. You’re really smart!

[ask-mateo-manta]

Sharks are taking over my life. Ajeieiofhhwoeiis

Anyway I love you. Too much actually. I'm gonna explode because I hold too much love for you.

I love you too!

*He giggles.*

Well, you could always give me some love..?

…Does that even make sense?