Feb 3, 2015
this is weird cause i usually don't care about valentine's day cause i've never had anyone & i don't think anyone would ask me out or anything? but just now i was thinking oh wow what if someone did say they liked me, like i'm great why wouldn't they & now i feel scared of being disappointed/?? like idk i kinda wanna be in a relationship with someone but i have commitment issues haaaaahaha i remember this one person asked me out last semester & i liked her but i was like hell no so idk, i'm like 21 and i've only had 1 romantic relationship offline and it didn't last too long cause of my anxiety & depression all this stuff is making me nervous so imma stop typing
