#vanilla thoughts

[agirlwithglam]

Weltschmerz: a german word that means

"the depression that arises from comparing the world as it is to a hypothetical idealised world."

basically: its when you compare your current situation to a better, more ideal situation and then you feel angry or sad about that. i guarantee you that you've felt this at least once before in your life. whether it was because you felt left out with friends, lost a job opportunity, got a bad grade on a test, etc.

theres always that sense of "what if" or "could/ would".

this kind of feeling can bring you down and make you feel kinda depressed. so what do we do when we feel this?

we must remember to stay down to earth. stop fantasying about "could be" or "would be". take life as it is and work for more.

[vanillaflvrd]

I'm gonna try and finish a chapter to post tonight, but otherwise it'll have to wait til tomorrow after work. I've been shopping all day and i kinda just wanna collapse (with my new black cat pillow!!! im in love)

also i saw the meg 2 today while drunk and it certainly was an experience. i was drunk and my bsf was high and we were giggling the entire time. top 10 experience of my life

[vanillaflvrd]

im forreal tempted to start posting my writing on here but every time i think im catching steam with my ideas and motivation it inexplicably leaves me and i dont write for months so IS IT EVEN WORTH IT????

[vanillaflvrd]

one of the worst parts about breaking up with my girlfriend was losing the most consistent roleplay partner i ever had and now im itching to write and im staring at this blank google doc and its not hitting the same :l

[vanillaflvrd]

the concept of not being able to attend a family vacation because my boss wont approve the time off..... feels evil it feels dystopian to me i shouldn't be planning my life around what my job will allow it should be the other way around

[vanillaflvrd]

i dont think its normal how much i cry at work like i feel like i cry so much and so often

[vanillaflvrd]

what do you mean (non canon) mlm ships are just blatant yaoi fetishization. what are you saying. go to bed grandpa.

[vanillaflvrd]

the boy i like cant come to the baseball game ive invited him to and thus i can never have a crush ever again