hihi berry, i always feel bad for bugging you but could i bother you for a bit of comfort from nilla? T^T idk,, just saw some stuff i didn’t wanna see again (thanks twitter) and The “he’d never actually like me” Spiral™ is setting in /lh hsjdjdj
please and thank you in advance, no rush just for me ;; ♡
Habibi,
I hope this letter finds you well. I know that lately your heart has been feeling unwell and I'm so sorry to hear this. If I could, I would kiss all these bad feelings away and hold you until all those negative thoughts leave your mind. I know at times you can't stop those overwhelmingly bad thoughts, but the thing is that's all they are - bad thoughts. They aren't real. The brain likes to think of the worst case scenarios, but often it's just fear and insecurities which are so far from the truth. I understand being fearful of losing those you care about, or worrying about being a "burden" or other negative thinking... but that is never the case.
Your friends love you and care for you so much. I love and care for you so much. I hope one day you can see yourself the way I do, and the way your friends do. They always seem so excited to interact with you and listen to your thoughts. I wish you could see that too. Until then, I promise to be by your side and I hope to comfort you to the best of my ability. I will always do my best to support you during the good times and bad. I'm not going anywhere - and neither are your friends who care about and love you. I love you so much, and that will never change. You are always more than enough for me.
Love,
Vanilla Ice










