Here we were on this nameless piece of road that was rapidly deteriorating into no more than a track, covered with ice and mud and all the things our concerned friends and family warned us not to drive on, filled with ancitipation.
After spending three days of our very short time in North Macedonia broken down we were itching for an adventure, and an unnamed, unmarked dirt track that meandered roughly in the direction we were heading was just what we were looking for.
The early morning sun shone bright and soft across the snow drifts, melting the patches of ice on the road into a slippery slush. Our van’s tyres crunched on through, sliding from side to side in a fashion that I found terrifying and Ben found exhilarating.
Soon enough we were laughing and cheering in disbelief at our humble van’s capabilities, jumping out to snap photos of the monochrome landscape before us as each bend we rounded brought more impressive views.
Then the tarmac ran out. It was a slushy, muddy descent into the forest down a track that we quickly realised would be impossible to climb back up; our van might’ve handled well on snow but mud was another story. So the only way we could go was onwards, whatever that entailed.
Our SatNav refused to give any indication that this was a route, our phones had no signal, yet this impossible little track wove its way through the pine trees and down the mountainside. For hours we drove, dodging rocks, puddles as deep as our wheels and sharp corners. At some points Ben was inside the van while I navigated him through the deep ravines that water had carved out of the track; one slip and the van would be beached.
We saw no one, not even a 4x4, apart from two men in a tractor-trailer whose eyes bulged as we slid past; had we stopped to talk to them they would’ve probably warned us about what was next.
The arching of the trees was too narrow to accommodate a van of this size so the next few km’s were spent scraping our way through branches that whipped at our faces through the windows and left deep scratches in our paint. At one point Ben had to axe down a tree branch that refused to let us pass.
We could’ve kissed the tarmacked road when it finally reappeared in a tiny abandoned village, our van and our nerves battered and bruised from the drive.
But what an adventure it had been, and what a feeling of adrenaline that courses through our veins and makes us feel alive when we come out the other side.
The only question left was: 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸?