#vantalks

[grape-vanta]

goth family is still a family to me but not like a father and two kids dynamic, more like an estranged uncle and two gay cousins from other ends of the family left alone in a vacation home dynamic

[hondaminivan]

how am i supposed to have joy and whimsy in these conditions. i was gonna write the last chapter of httcoyd during the vidcon break, maybe finish my one shot AND THEN start my new bigger project. but i have no joy or whimsy or a fluffy bone in my body right now so fuck everyone, i’m starting the new big project and im writing angst. will there be a happy ending? yes i’m incapable of writing sad endings. but it’s going to hurt a lot before we get there. also i don’t know when it’s coming out because im literally just writing the middle of it…. we’ll find out when i finish together lmao

[hondaminivan]

...... I KNOW I KNOW IM WORKING ON IT. I KNOW ITS BEEN OVER A MONTH NOW SINCE I UPDATED THE MAIN FIC ITS NOT ABANDONED. IM JUST. ive been working on three different wips at once and getting none of them done. so um. i know im sorry im working on it im gonna try and have it finished by the end of july

[hondaminivan]

i was supposed to have something out by the end of this week but i got shot (i got sick) so maybe mid next week? who fucking knows man i want my suffering to be over

[grape-vanta]

moved my sanji collection. will keep you updated bu i need to sleep

[hondaminivan]

i like making comments for myself while i write, usually its to make a note of an idea or smt to look or or change and sometimes its this

[hondaminivan]

anyway this is how writing is going 😀🔫

[hondaminivan]

whoever is always in my notifs that named their blog “absolute whatsapp” please know that i giggle every time i see the notification that whatsapp has liked my minecraft yaoi