He should have been the victor being celebrated at this ball; it would have been better for him to be dead than to be standing here, nearly twenty-two, unable to volunteer, having had his one chance snatched from him, and then watching the boy who’d volunteered -- probably saved his life -- die.
Now he had to attend the victor’s ball as an official part of the team from Two, despite it being the last place he wanted to be.
He stood by the bar even though it was the busiest corner of the room with whiskey in a glass, staring down at the ice cubes. He’d promised himself that he would make the most of this, network, talk to people, introduce himself, but... staring at his drink was probably better, right?

















