I've never managed to achieve a dream that I've actually wanted. I'm so used to being let down after working so hard for something. But now I'm determined to do it again.
I want to be on Ven15 because I feel as though I belong in there. No, I'm not saying that I should be there, I just feel like I would fit in because what they do complements my style and what I'm looking for.
I'm hoping that joining UFPx will help me get there. Even being on X itself is something I never thought that I could achieve, having started dance so late compared to everyone else.
I need to stop comparing myself to people. I need to stop letting other people determine what I should do next. I need to stop letting people bring me down. I need to do things solely for myself. This whole process is something that I want and I think I'm ready to start sacrificing things for it.
