#vent!!

[puppieskiss]

tw; it's vent time !!!!

i feel SO FUCKING LONELY.

all my friends are happy with their gfs and bfs and they're just so cute ok.

and no one NO ONE in my entire life did ever tell me they liked me.

not even 1 single date in my life.

I have nothing special.

Sure, I have a good character and many qualities, but I don't excel at anything.

I'm pretty good at a lot of things but not good enough to be remembered for that.

and I'm not even cute, most of the time my hair looks so fucking ugly and in photos I never smile too much because I have the most crooked teeth in the world.

and I'm not asking for much but for once in my life I would like to feel loved.

from real people.

because seeing all my friends with their real partners and knowing that I'm talking to imaginary boyfriends makes me feel like the most pathetic loser ever.

I'm developing severe social anxiety and when I meet new people I'm constantly afraid they'll find me strange.

and my friends say not to worry and that sooner or later I will find the right person who will love me for who I am.

but who could ever love a weird, fucked up boy like me?

ok im done.

[colakissesxoxo]

I was sad but now I know what I need to do, it don’t mean I’ll have the nerve to do it though. Still worthless, I just have one purpose.

[garden-of-iden-blog]

That went SO poorly and I officially HATE the owner of that “liquor shop”!!! 

[colakissesxoxo]

i wish i was doing something useful like working. it seems to be the only thing that makes me feel good anymore.

[colakissesxoxo]

How Could You? - Jessie Murph

[bimbosyndrome]

how do you go back to someone who made fun of your ed and treated you like shit i don’t understand you bitches

[luvflowers]

back to feeling like everybody hates me! but we shall persevere