#vent bs

[biohazardousgeodez]

my brain is telling me to put things in my skin

[biohazardousgeodez]

ive been having Victorian Madness Level dreams all my life idk what to do about it

[biohazardousgeodez]

fixing myself is so hard but i need to keep going. i do not want to die giving up on myself.

[biohazardousgeodez]

i cant do my fucking exam genuinely im over

[biohazardousgeodez]

[biohazardousgeodez]

being nonbinary is just picking the lesser of two evils just so you can be taken seriously. feminine clothing is awesome but i have to dress masculine or ill be seen as a girl. theres no word for girl or boy for genderless people so i have to pick boy. im tired of this. the only thing stopping me from giving it all up is knowing that ill be even more miserable as a woman or a man. i dont want to have to pick the lesser of two evils but i am an outlier freak born without the part in my brain that sees my gender at what it should be. i cant win i can only suffer proportionally less. im so tired. i want to stop playing this game already. i wanted to be born cis.

[biohazardousgeodez]

the little theyfab cunt wants to kill itself again whos surprised

[biohazardousgeodez]

im too sensitive to stay alive i really shouldnt still be kicking