#vent chat

[glitchtrapfan]

Specter: Hey I know you want to show love for your other fandoms but..

Specter hugs you.

Specter: Just remember you be okay, please don’t cry.

Me: I don’t know why I’m talking to myself...

Specter: It helps you, it helps when you feel like there people around you even if there not really.

Me: but your not real..

Cagney: No..but we can be real for you at this moment, goofball, angel dust and us will help you if you just try, please.

Me: ....maybe.

(Why am I making this)

[will-it-pass-in-time]

Forgive me i didn't know what else to do

Im sorry im so sorry im so sorry im so sorry im so sorry

[mostlikelytokillyouwithaspoon]

Me: has group assignments

Me: does the WHOLE work by myself because I know they will fuck up if I let them do

Me: spends my Sunday doing the assignment

People I was meant to do the assignment with: OMG YOURE THE BEST YOU DID ALL OF IT

Me: is genuinely happy and will continue doing the assignments by myself because I want good grades and I need validation

Me: is freaking tired because I have to do everything by myself

Me: talks in front of the whole class for assignments because other people in my group don’t want to and I’m scared they will mess up

Me: actually hates talking in public but does it anyway

Me: vent on tumblr

[smug-distorted-owl]

I look to messages that are so old and they never responded and I just stop to think,

Is it fake? Are we distancing? Should I message? Should I distance? Should I leave them be? Should I draw them something? Do they not like me? Do I like them too much? Am I to clingy? Do they want space? Do I need space? Do they not want to be friends, do I need friends? what should I do? Should I just wait?

[sneezy-catra]

Internet 'friend': OMFG YEAH! I love you all so so much 💖💕💘💓 You're like super important to me ilysm!!!

Also Internet 'friend': *ignores me*

[shawn-darkspine]

Sonic:Hey Shawn?

Shawn:Huh?

Sonic:Why do you seem so unhappy most of the time?

Shawn:I don’t know, probably because I hate myself.

Sonic:😳 Oh. Well. That’s Err...I’m sorry about that, shouldn’t have asked.

Shawn:Eh no big deal.

[thisspaceismyown]

Them: Haha come on guys!! :):):) stop distracting me from trying to do a normal human function because I can't seem to fucking use my phone and shut the chat app :):):) but im blaming you guys from constantly talking!

Me: ...why the fuck you lyin'... :):):):) why you always lyin'.....mmmmMMMMMMOHMYGOD :):):):) STOP:)FUCKIN'LYIN':):):):)