#vent sry

[kennaunderthemoon]

groundbreaking, neverhappened before news:

20 year old girl feeling like a deeply insecure gross creature who wont ever get to experience normal love because shes scared

[pupboii]

Sometimes I think abt running away and leaving my family but then I think my siblings wouldn't remember me and I'd become a faded story and then I think abt the logistics and I want to but there's something holding me here

[juicezone]

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wen out 2 birthdy dinnr wi parens n it was nice n w talkd abt stuf i liek n den lerned tha they jsus didn tell th kid tha we was gong ot for m birday n jus said they was goin out n i was goin out sep n now i jus been buzzd and sobbin m eys out n smal n hat myself bcos y tey haf to lie abt do stuf w me y cant say they doindinner w me for birday n dat i dont lik drink roun d kids cos i dont why had to lie y r tey shame of me i hatmself it took so hard m confidenc to say i waned dinnr w just me n parens n now i fin they jst lied n dndt even trll truth wbout it

[theirfuneral]

ik i’m not the first person to say this but the effects that bullying can have on your life, your entire life... is heartbreaking.  do bullies think about that? do they realize what unfixable damage they have caused? do they CARE? now please don’t get me started about how bullies are secretely just insecure. fuck yes, me too. because of them. for years i couldn’t go out alone and do the easiest tasks, and still, even now that i’ve gotten better it brings me flashbacks and makes my life hard everyday.  yes, it made me stronger than ever, but i wish, i truly wish i could have just lived in peace without a traumatic event that destroyed my life to make me “strong” and the worst part is, i can never ever show them what they did to me. they can go on with their lives and probably never think about what they did and i hope they fucking choke.

[zimmy-star-dust27]

okkkk I need a no judgement vent session. Me and this girl both confessed we like each other but I hate change I feel like if I really wanted to do this, I’d know right away not be this confused. Also my gender is all over the place right now which is already hard enough plus I’m gonna be honest I’m a country girl and I’ve been raised redneck my whole life so that’s really hard for me to deal with, but recently I’ve been wanting to go back to my feminine self after trying to be masculine for so long. Idkkkkk what to do and this girl is one of my best friends (meaning one of the two friends I have) and i don’t know if I want to add another new thing to my first year of high school. I just want to be a floating orb of peace and weed. Hellppppp me

[buffyphannie]

im so sick of having to grieve people why cant we just live forever

[sagittarianpocky]

i hate. hate. hate. hate. HATE. this feeling. i HATE not knowing what to do. i HATE realizing things when it's too late. i hate seeing the best in people sometimes. i hate realizing that people i love do not love me the same. this. is pain.

[appleofjuice]

IS THAT TOO SELFISH OF ME TO WANT. AM I REALLY JUST THIS STUPID