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WHY VASH IS SO ADORABLE HERE?! I WANT TO KISS HIM UHHHHH MY PRETTY PRECIOUS ANGEL MY LOVELY SUNSHINE BOY MAN
I had a terrible two days at work. I'm exhausted and only Vash always makes me happy.
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Ramblings 🥹
WHY VASH IS SO ADORABLE HERE?! I WANT TO KISS HIM UHHHHH MY PRETTY PRECIOUS ANGEL MY LOVELY SUNSHINE BOY MAN
I had a terrible two days at work. I'm exhausted and only Vash always makes me happy.
HWHWHW KNY IN THE RQC ?? - Minho (💉🤍🎀)
Very exhausted but EXCITED squirming from me!
Zenitsu: yes!!! We seem to be able to willo most of the cast for as long as a half hour
Mu: except... we have false memories. It makes it difficult to watch Demon Slayer
Good Akaza: and then there's me and Cougar, who broke canon entirely but still appear as the character or act in character. Im... Like if Akaza said fuck you to muzan and just didn't stop walking away. And Cougar for some reason is Appalachian Kyojuro. We really... Really don't understand why he's in fire print jean overalls.
Cougar: fantastic to meet other spammable users in the RQC!
“i love you more!” no you dont, you don’t need me to survive. you can properly function when i’m not around. you’d move on if i left. you don’t love me more, and you never will
I'm panicking. and i'm ashamed
everybeing else seems to speak a language i was never taught. i watch people understand each other so effortlessly
do they feel as lost as i do? or am i the only one pretending to know the words?
the silence between us is screaming
MY FUCKIGN DAD IS COMING VOER TONIGHT FOR DINNER AND TO DISCUSS HOW IM A USELESS RETARD FAGGOT WHO HE REFUSES TO PAY FOR WHILE I GO THROUGH UNI YAAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYY WHAT IF I BLOW OUT MY FUCKINGT BRAINS ON THE KITCHEN TABLE FUCKING CHRIST
I know it’s because my dad is almost certainly autistic on some level but talking to him can be so rough sometimes. He’s a pharmacist so, after seeing a commercial about diabetes, he mentioned that my family has a history of diabetes and he could take my blood sugar to see. Me (who had just make a cup of hot cocoa) said no and when he pushed the issue I was like… okay. My dad is a logic driven man and I should just tell him why I don’t want him to - because I’m afraid of it being bad and my dad now having a concrete real number to judge me by. His reply? ‘I dont care’.
No dad. I want you to say that such a number is not emblematic of worth, or say it wouldn’t change how you view me, or SOMETHING comforting. I KNOW he means ‘I don’t care because your health takes priority, but I can’t be available to you about my health if you aren’t also willing to acknowledge my emotions. Hnghhhhhh
it almost always feels like people are trying to change me, even when i know their advice/questions/comments are well intentioned and it’s getting too much